Falling

6

Kendall's POV

Monday came rather quickly, after all that mess that happen in the party I was not thrilled to be starting school again. I haven't talked to my friends through the whole week, I avoided talking to them and to Kylie, my sister tried asking about it, but I just kept saying I was drunk or didn't remember anything. Overall, I had 15 missed calls and 102 unread messages from my friends, Cara also tried calling, but I just couldn't handle listening to her voice.

I was currently laying on my bed, debating with myself whether if I should go to school or just skip the day, I was probably going to be the topic of everybody's conversation. Bella was going to be absolutely pissed at me for kissing her, since she didn't like her and was trying to come up with a way to take her down, yet I had no idea how Gigi and Taylor were going to react about this messy situation. Well fuck, my whole life is ruined, can I just crawl into a hole to die?

"Come on, Kendall" I heard Kylie call from outside my door, snapping me away from my thoughts. "You kissed Cara, so what?" She added, opening the door and stepping inside my room.

"So what?" I snapped back at her "Have you met my friends, they will absolutely kill me for doing this" I said back, trying to calm myself down. I just groan and pulled a pillow to my face and screamed, I felt Kylie taking a seat beside me and taking the pillow away from my face.

"Look, your friends love you, they won't be mad for you kissing her" Kylie commented as she giggled from my desperate state "Beside, you were drunk remember"

"I know, I know" I mumbled to her, because well it was sort of the truth, it was a dare and nothing else. Sure Kenny, nothing else? "But still, I don't want to go to school"

"Why? Because you might see her there" Kylie asked with an eyebrow raised. I was feeling embarrassed now, that was the absolute reason I didn't want to attend school today, so I just nodded and tried to hide my face with my hands.

"You're a big girl Ken, you can face your fears" That was the last thing Kylie said to me before she stood up and left, shutting the door after her. Fuck you Kylie, for always making me feel somewhat better.

Kylie was absolutely right, I was going to get my ass to school and if I see Cara I was going to act like I don't remember as well as my friends, just get passed it and act like nothing happened. That was my plan, like nothing never happened. Shit, well let's see how that goes. I took the cover off my body and dragged my body to the shower.

After my morning routine was done, I got dressed in some blue ripped skinny jeans, a blue shirt and some white converse, letting my hair down and putting some light makeup, after 5 minutes of getting myself together and actually deciding this was the correct thing to do, I went down the stairs and down the hall towards the kitchen.

My mom was already waiting for me to eat breakfast, my dad had already left and Kylie was probably waiting in the car, Shit, I was running late. "Hey mom, sorry no breakfast I'm running late" I said to my mom pleasing a kiss on her cheek as I grabbed my bag and keys.

"I know Kenny, so I made you a smoothie" She said walking up to me and giving me the cold drink "Strawberry-Banana, just the way you like it"

"Thanks mom, gotta run" I said as I gave her another kiss on the cheek and left out the front door. I heard a "be safe Kendall" as I went inside my car and Kylie was going to drive, because she was in the drivers seat. How did I became so lucky to have an amazing family?

"Sorry, I have to practice" Kylie said and I just laughed and nodded. She backed up and started driving to school.

After 10 minutes of driving, I finally pulled up to my parking space and made my way inside the front doors, I was still in time since the bell hasn't ringed, but since I had to get my stuff to my locker I decided not to go greet my friends and see them until lunch break.