Ch. 11

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I saw Nikolai sitting so I decided to be the nice person I am and scare him "give me your money" I said in a low voice and pressed my fist against his side. He spun around quickly to me so I laughed

"You're a dick" he chuckled and I smiled cheekily

"I know" I smirked smugly and he just rolled his eyes "what's your poison?"

"Shouldn't I pay for you?" He asked

"Why's that?"

"I don't know. I'm making a lot also I asked you out"

"Oh so you're now Mr. Famous and can spend money here and there" I played around

"Technically yes" he laughed and I slapped his arm // he let me pay for his first drink then paid his own for the rest. We had quite a bit of alcohol so I was tipsy and he was too.

"I'll be right back I'm gonna pee" I laughed going to the bathroom. I was in the stall on the toilet when I heard 2 girls come in

"That was fucking Nikolai Fraiture!" Girl number 1 yelled

"Who the fuck is that?" Girl number 2 asked

"It's the bassist from The Strokes dumbass oh my god!" "I wanna say hi but I'm scared"

"Just say hi it's not that hard" #2 said

"That girl was really pretty" "maybe it's his girlfriend" #1 said nervously. I wanted to laugh but I didn't want to blow my cover of my eavesdropping

"You're fucking hot stop. Now go talk to him before I suck his dick" #2 said so my face got hot. What? I still care for him a bit plus I'm tipsy on the verge of being completely drunk so don't judge me

"Okay lets get out of here" #1 said so once they left I quickly washed my hands and sped walked to where Niko last was. I saw 2 girls talking to him and I approached slowly, once I got there and was close I saw one had their hand on Nikos lap close to his crotch. It was Girl #1, I could tell by their voices. I slapped on a smile and cleared my throat. All of them looked to me and I looked Niko in the eyes and I could tell that he did not want them here

"Uh hi" #2 said with annoyance in her voice

"Let's just go" #1 said but her friend turned towards her and whispered something

"Why don't you come to ours" #2 said and rubbed her hand up his leg making Niko flustered. I was beyond mad so I pulled her hand away and before she could yell anything at me I grabbed Nikos face and kissed him. I shut my eyes tight and I heard the girls scoff and walk away. He wrapped his arms around my waist and I didn't really pay attention to it till we ran out of breath. We looked at each other and I ordered a shot of vodka hoping I'll forget i just did that.

"So I'm not the only one with feelings still huh?" He said looking ahead not looking at me like I was doing to him but he soon turned towards me. I still did not look at him, I don't know why I kissed him. I downed the shot and nervously bit my lip

"I don't know if I did that cause I'm drunk or what" "I have a boyfriend Nikolai, I still care for you and I just didn't want you to end up with someone who will just use you" I could see in the corner of my eyes that he was hurt but understanding. "Call me some other time I'm gonna head home" I said looking at him. I kissed his cheek and left. I hailed a cab and got to my apartment.

"Hey honey" Stephen called as I came in "so I've made a pretty big decision"

"And that is?" I asked nervously

"Well you know how I have those outbursts?" And I widened my eyes scared of what he's gonna say "well I realize after every single time I snap out of them I feel extremely bad so I'm finally going to see someone, to get help and do something that doesn't hurt you" "I don't like to hurt you" he pouted a bit grabbing my face and kissing me. I smiled into the kissing knowing that he's finally going to get help for once "I'm going to call tomorrow on my lunch break"

"That's really great Steph" I smiled. It felt like weights lifted off my shoulder.

"I was wondering another thing too" he said

"Hit me" I said

"Well I know this may seem a lot but, personally, I believe.... that maybe when I get a bit better, that maybe we should I don't know.... try for a child?" He said setting a plate of pasta in front of me. I was reaching for my fork but stopped. "..... yeah I think that's a dumb idea sorry" he chuckled sadly

"Well um. Woah okay" "are we financially stable for a child?" I asked blowing on my food

"It seems like it..." He said softly

"Well we are good right now by ourselves, but thinking for a child after medical help is gonna be a lot. We are gonna have more bills for your stuff and then we are gonna spend more money on a child" "I don't know if we have extra money to support a child" I sighed scratching my head

"I can get a better job and our insurance will help with medical bills. Therapy is covered and prescriptions are not that much" he countered

"Stephen we aren't even married yet" "I mean yes we've been together for 3 almost 4 years but I kinda want to get married before I have a child. I don't need to but I would like to"

"That reminds me" Steph said then went down on one knee next to me. I gasped and my smile grew wider n wider by the second "will you Jamie Wayson become Mrs. Gonzato?"

"I don't know-




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CLIFF HANGERS HAHAHA. Suffer with being on a cliff hanger for like a week knowing how long I take to write one fucking chapter. Oops 🌚. OMFG I NEED TO SLEEP ITS PAST 1 AND I START SCHOOL IN LIKE 2 DAYS. HAHAH FML. Also that means I won't be as active sorry 😕 I'm gonna try to finish this in the next chapter so thanks for reading all of my crappy fanfic so far ❤️ much love

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