Only Her Desires

Chapter 2

"Hey cuz how you doing?"

"I'm ok thank you how are you and Zach doing?"

"We ok he will still come round to giving in on having a relationship"

"Are you still waiting for him to change his ways?"

"Yes he keeps telling me he can't lose me but he can't give me what I want I am so tired of always having fun and never settling down, and it gets boarding, all I want is to have someone to call my own and for them to call me theirs, is that too much to ask for?"

Sage is my cosine that is currently overseas and we are still close but she is the unluckiest I know when it comes to love all the guys want is a friends with benefits and that is the scariest thing as she is beautiful with long blond hair and brown eyes and the body of a model, she has a strong will and is a go getter she is someone who will always give and never take back but with men I honestly cannot say what is going wrong I feel bad for her but I am the last one to give advice as I am the opposite of Sage I have a curvy body and could lose 20kg easy to look good but I am not fat just in one place it is spread evenly so it dose not look that bad but I know I could look better, I have blue eyes and long strawberry blond hair in a pony tail my hair reaches mid back and well I have or had Dax but with all that is going on I just want to be alone for a while.

"No cuz that is not to much to ask for at all"

"So why is it that I finally find someone I like and he just has to be a Dom"

I could not help but giggle over the phone with her

"Sorry I will stop giggling now but you can have your own re run of 50 shades of grey"

"I am not even answering you on that 50 shades of grey is your movie not mine I will not have a man spank me and tell me what to do I just want a loving relationship were we actually cuddle in the same bed"

"I know cuz but when it comes to men I am the last person for giving advice I thought I was in love and happy now I am a single mom and having to live life like normal"

"listen I have to go back to work now I will call you later tonight again, ooh but before I go how is the chatting going with Weston?"

"Funny we are just friends nothing more"

"Please show me a man that will talk to a girl with no expectations all day and all night if he dose nt like her?"

"you are looking into this too much he works night shift and seen as I have insomnia and cant sleep it's a perk if you want to call it that, during the day we don't always chat he dose sleep lol"

"and when his not working his chatting to you so Scarlett my dear he likes you and you like him you just need to stop kidding yourself"

"ok you go back to work now please I have just ended my engagement and can't be interested in someone so soon can i?"

"I like him already his making my cuz feel like a school girl again"

"Ok Sage I am going now you have a good day at the office."

"Love you cuz buy chat tonight and please don't chat too much to Weston lol."

"Bye I am going to hang up now"

When hanging up with my cosen I got Lucked bathed and dressed it was a lovely day for us to go out and enjoy the sun, as I was about to lock the house up Dax pulled in all my happiness drained from my body it really felt like he sucked the life out of me just by being in my presence how could I have not seen that before was I so deluded on the idea of love that I let him use me like that.