Only Her Desires

Chapter 4

When I woke up the next morning not remembering falling asleep I went and made some coffee for Joy and myself maybe she can help me with this.

"Good morning"

"Hi I was just making us some coffee"

"thanks, Is Luke still sleeping?"

"yes he is sorry he had a oopsie last night I have the bedding in the wash now I took some new ones this morning"

"that fine kids will always make oopsie's Piper did not sleep till after one as well so they will sleep in this morning"

"kids hey"

"So why you up so early?"

"Well I could not sleep anymore and I had a funny dream last night but it felt so real"

"Was it about Wes?"

"What how did you know?"

"Well by your blushing for one"

We sat down with our coffee and she pulled out the biscuits well we were chatting,

"well yes we were kissing in the dream and it was weird like I could actually feel it but it is silly as we have not even seen each other in a long time and we only chat over messages with that we don't flirt or anything it is literally just talk so how can I like him so much?"

"you have been talking for a while and you might not know everything about each other but for a guy to spend his time answering your messages just means he dose like you, I just cant say in what way he likes you but every time you told him you won't bug him he dose always say your not bugging him so I think he dose like you. But you are allowed to fantasize about him its your desires my friend and no one will ever have to know"

I don't know what was more embarrassing telling my friend I think I am falling for a younger guy and we only talk over messaging or that she is telling me I am fantasying over him.

"Look Scar I was thinking last night if you want to get out the house with Dax maybe you could move in here with me I mean I don't mind having Piper in my room they are big rooms then I will move her stuff in to my room and you and Luke can have that room?"

"Um are you sure that will be ok?"

"Yes I would not have offered if it was not plus it would be nice to have company in the evening instead of just the kids."

"Thank you so much is moving in today to soon?"

"No not at all do you need help moving the stuff across?"

"No that is ok I will only be bring our cloths and Luke's Toys the rest Dax can keep I want to start new with no memories apart from Luke."

"That is fine with me well here is a key for you and I will give you the gate code when we go later"

I was so excited I went to the room to see if Luke was up yet then went and had a bath it was so nice to bath for a change I only had a shower in my flat so it was never easy with Luke he hated showering but thinks will change for us now thank s to Joy.

"Come on you two we need to go Piper you will see Luke just now they coming to stay with us so we need to go fetch his clothes and toys come lets go"

"Luck stay Piper mommy"

"Yes baby we moving in here today so you will see each other every day and Aunty Joy"

"Yay" he went off screaming

We got back to the flat and when I saw Dax was not home I was happy I could get in get all what I needed and leave before he came and made it difficult

I was finished packing evry thing and had loaded all that I could in the car when Hope came out to see what I was doing after I explained everything she loaded what I could not fit in my car in hers so that I didn't have to come back and face Dax if he was in a bad mood. We left and got every thing into our new home Luck was playing in the lounge well I was packing everything into the cubbords and when I heard my phone chiming.

"Hello"

"why is all your clothes missing?"

"Oh hi Dax well I thought seen as we are no longer engaged I would move out so you don't have to feel bad when you move on and Luke is with me because your working hours don't allow you to look after him properly."

"I did not say you can move did I?"

"I don't need your permission Dax, you can just tell me when you would like to see Luke and we can meet up so you can spend time with him if you want to."

"Just tell me where you are and I will come get you this is stupid Scarlett"

"No Dax you don't need to know where I am and I have to go now I will talk to you another day when you have calmed down"

"fuck Scarlett" was all I heard before I hung up on him so even though my life is finally changing so I can be free it was now the hide out faze I would only go to work and shops and the rest of the time will be spent indoors hiding till I know Dax is off his rant and rave on us leaving him.