Only Her Desires

chapter 12

My life was finally getting back to normal I was back in my comfortable daily routine,

I was happy that I get to escape this miserable feeling I had but I still keep looking at my phone to see nothing from Wes why dose a crush have to be so hard I mean really do guys not know when a girl liked them they go made looking at their face book profile to see if there is any compaction see when they online on what's up and well we indirectly stalk them, I just wish he would talk to me I won't be the one to message him first he didn't reply to my last message so that tells me all I need to know I have stopped asking Ryder about him I kind of hide from him he keeps asking me if I have heard from Weston he now knows what happened but also keeps telling me that Weston has a hard life I must be patient not my strongest point but I have not looked at his face book for almost a week I see in my news feeds when he adds something or liked something but that is as far as it went and for his what's up I have not looked to see when he is online or off line I just keep looking at my phone screen where there is no new messages well there are but not from Weston.

Work was not the best today I had clients screaming at me for their negligent and well one even hung up on me some people can be so rude,
I was so happy when I was parking my car in the garage I could just relax when I get in as Luke will play well I started dinner I have to see if Joy is staying in tonight as her car was parked out by the pavement. The last few nights she and Piper were by Ryders place it was nice to have the house to myself but Luke did keep asking for Piper he was getting board.

"Hi, anyone home?"

"Yes I am in the lounge"

Luke ran straight through and he and Piper went off the play I swear if I do ever get a place on my own he will be so lost without her.

"Hi stranger how you do..."

"Hey Scar how you?"

"Fine sorry I thought you were alone"

"It's ok Scar I get it you tiered of seeing me here"

"No Ryder I don't mind you being here I just didn't see your car in the driveway so I thought Joy was home alone with Piper"

"Yea like I would let her out of my sight"

"Why what's wrong?"

"Nothing I am fine Ryder is just scared I run away from him"

"Ok well if you are sure there is nothing wrong"

"She had a dizzy spell last night and almost fainted so I don't think it's nothing but she won't let me take her to the Dr"

"Ryder it was nothing I just stood up to fast and I have not had it again so going to the Dr is a waste of money and time"

"How long have you two been together now?"

"Almost 3 weeks why"

"Just working something out, Ryder I have to run to the shop do you mind if I steal Joy to go with me?'

"Do I have a choice?"

"Not really but will you keep an eye on the two little monsters for me?"

"Sure no problem just don't be too long we have dinner arrangement's"

"Sure we will be quick"

Joy was looking at me like I had two heads the whole time when I pulled out the yard and was on the way to the shop she finally spoke

"Why did you want me to go with you to the shop?"

"You still don't know? Think Joy you didn't like the smell of something the other day and now dizzy spells have you been using Mr Rubber with Ryder?"