Saved by my bully ~Harry Styles~

Chapter 39

"Harry" I whispered.  "I missed you so freaking much" He whispered and one hand cupped my face. "I miised you, Your smile, Your voice, your body" He said and slipped his hand that was grabbing my arm, around my waist then continued, "And I missed your lips" I saw his figure move closer to me. Soon I felt his lips on mine. They were warm, and I was so cold. He kissed me and I didn't kiss back, instead I stepped back. "What's wrong,  did I do something wrong?" He said and I could tell he was hurt. I felt so bad, I don't know why, I couldn't stand to hear him sound like that. I sighed and smashed my lips against his. It felt really good to feel his on mine again, he was a bit taken back but he caught on after. I pulled away and looked down "Harry, i'm sorry" I tried not to sound like I was going to cry, because I could feel the tears brimming on my eyes.

"W-what do you mean?" He stepped closer and reached for my hand. I let him hold my hand because I felt bad for him. "I uhh" I didn't want to tell him, he'd be so hurt. "go on. Say it"   "I uh, well. While you were gone, I got a boyfriend." I said it, but I regretted it right after. "What" I heard his sadness turn into anger. "i'm sorry harry"   "No" He whispered and I reached for his hand. "I'm so sorr-" He pulled his hand back and stepped closer to me "No." He said louder "Who"  "What?"  "Who is it" He said more angrier. "Cooper" I said and stepped back  "Fuck" He said and walked away. "Harry!" I shouted after him but he kept walking. "Harry get back here" He stopped in his tracks and turned around. He was standing under a post light so I could see him perfectly. "You. I said laughing "You're such a slut you know" I felt tears brimming on my eyes, "A fucking slut you know. You go from me to that other guy within 2 months. we had something Jenna. but I guess. " He stopped and took a deep breath. "I guess your too fucking stupid to see it " Tears fell out of my eyes "Harry i-" Shut up and don't speak to me again." He said and walked away. 

 I was hopping he would turn around and come running back and hold me and tell me he's sorry and everything would be fine again. But he didn't. I was crying, crying so hard over who? Over my bully. I fell for him once in my dreams, and I was falling for him in reality. I fell, collapsed actually. I was laying on the ground crying. I didn't bother to get up. It was dark, I was cold and my heart was broken. What was I thinking, I kissed him, and led him on, just to turn him down. I'm such a bitch and I hate myself for it. 

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It was morning and I didn't want to do anything, I didn't want to go to school, get out of bed, I didn't even want to be awake, all I wanted to do was lay in bed, mostly in Harry's arms.  I looked at the time and it was 30 minutes until I had to leave to go to school. Fuck it. I said to myself and went back under the covers to go back to sleep. 

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Harry's POV

I hate her. No, I don't. I don't know. Yes I do. I'm just confused. She was supposed to be mine, if I hadn't left, she would be mine. If I would of asked her before I left, she would have been mine. If only she was mine. Last night what I said to her was really fucked up. I didn't mean it, It was just out of spite, because I was mad. I shouldn't have done that. I should of went back and held her and told her i was sorry, but I didn't. She wasn't at school today and I felt like complete shit. I need to go back for her, I need to tell her i'm sorry, I need to hold her in my arms, I need to feel her lips on mine.

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After school was over I rushed out and drove over to her house.  Once I got there I turned my car off and ran to her door. I knocked 3 times and waited. No answer. "Come on Jenna" I said to myself as I knocked 3 more times. No answer.  "bloody hell" I said and turned around. I was going to walk away when the door opened. I spun around and looked at the door way. There she was, beautiful then ever. "Jenna" I said and a smile appeared on my face as I ran to her. I pulled her into a big hug and she didn't hug back. 

Jenna's POV

Someone knocked on my door, I didn't want to get it, I just wanted them to go away. They wouldn't go away so I got up and went to the door. I unlocked it and opened it. He was walking away but when I opened the door he stopped in his tracks. There stood the boy who I cried my eyes all last night and this morning about. I was happy to see him but I didn't show it, I was too sad. "Jenna" He smiled and I wanted to run and hug him and kiss him and spend all day with him. Instead, I stood there as he ran up to me pulling me in for a hug. 

As much as I wanted to hug him back, I didn't. He pulled away and had a hurt face, "I'm so sorry Jenna"   I looked down and closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "i-"  "Please, Jenna, don't say anything, just hug me." He said and I couldn't stand this anymore. He looked so hurt, and it's all because of me. I felt a tear stream down my cheek and Harry wiped it. I sighed and smiled. I thought to myself for a second, Who's it going to hurt if I do this. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him. 

I miss this so much, i'm addicted to the feeling of his lips against mine and it's a big problem. An addiction that can't be cured no matter what. I continued to kiss him and he continued to kiss back. His arms slipped to my back and he pulled me closer. I feel terrible either way, I'm cheating on cooper, but when I'm with cooper it feels like i'm cheating on Harry.  "Lets do this inside" He whispered and we continued to kiss as we went in the house and onto the couch. "I've missed this so fucking much" He whispered as I laid on the couch. He was on top of me and I honestly loved all of it. We continued to make out and he started to moan. I started to laugh because I found it cute that I made him moan.

"I'm sorry" I said in between the kiss and then he stopped kissed me and just looked at me. His face was completely serious. "What do you mean?"  "I can't do this Harry, I feel terrible. I'm freaking cheating on my boyfriend!" I was getting upset because I shouldn't be doing any of this. "I should of known. God dammit Jenna." He said getting up and sitting on the couch. "Why don't you fucking understand! Why can't you see that I love you!" After he said that he covered his mouth. I got chills, "W-what" I whispered but loud enough for him to hear. "Nothing. I dodn't say anything." He stormed out of my house. Again, he did it fucking again. Leaving me confused, in pain. I locked the door and ran upstairs. 

I got on my phone and called the only person I could think of. Cooper. "Hey babe, what's up, are you ok? you weren't at school" He's so sweet, and caring. "Yah I'm fine, I just didn't feel good this morning and I was hoping we could hang out, like go watch a movie, or something" I said, I need to get all this stuff off my mind and spend some time with my actual boyfriend. "Babe, we just saw a movie two days ago" I heard him chuckle then he continued "I've got an idea, get ready and i'll be there in 20 minutes!"   "Alright! See you soon!"   "Ok! bye babe!"  "Bye cooper!" I hung up. 

I thought of everything available and nothing was good enough, I was looking threw my closet and nothing was good enough. I went onto the other side of the closet and took out something simple but good. I picked out a Black floral dress and a white pull over sweater to go with it. I put that on and then went in my dresser and took out some grey socks. I put them on and decided to put on my tan boots to go with it. I went to my jewelry box and put on some silver moon earrings on. (Picture on the side!) 

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