Chapter 32

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Harry's POV

It all started when we were assigned to be partners for a school project. She was on her way to my house and she never showed up. I went to go look for her, but I couldn't find her. I stopped looking and went back home. She wasn't at school for the next 2 days. I got worried but brushed it off. That same day I got worried, My mom got a call from the hospital saying that Jenna was there. We got down there and I sat and waited, missed school and was hoping she would wake up. I sat there waiting for 2 weeks. I knew I shouldn't care because I'm supposed to hate her for what she did to me, but I try to remind myself everyday not to hate her because what she did was in 9th grade. 

I convinced myself she was dead. I was devastated. Why ? Because I never actually got the chance to be nice to her, treat her right. She never deserved all that hate. I bullied her because of rejection from her. I had the biggest crush on her in 9th grade. She was the popular, of course everyone would love her. I surely did. When I finally had the balls to ask her out I did. What did she do? She laughed in my face. 

FLASHBACK

Harry's POV

It was lunch and there she was. Jenna, the girl of my dreams, The girl I dream about, day and night. She's the most popular girl here and I know I don't have a chance with her but it's worth a shot. 

I walked over to her lunch table where all the girls had cake faces, makeup on every inch of there faces, but not Jenna. She only wore mascara and a little bit of cover up. She never needed makeup because she has natural beauty. "h-hi j-jenna" I said smiling at her. I'm super nervous. "Hey harry" She said returning the smile. "Can i uh.. can I talk to you alone really quick?" i put my hands in my pockets. "sure!" she said with a smile and started to get up. "I'll be right back guys!" she said follow me into the halls. I stopped in my tracks and turned around. "Jenna" I said with desperate eyes. She was a little taken back because I just stopped in front of her and turned around. "Harry"  she said mocking me in a cute way. "I was uhh-" I scratched the back of my head showing I was nervous. "I was wondering if maybe you and me could.. maybe go on a date sometime?"  I smiled at her and her face was just shocked. She didn't say anything. I was about to speak again but she just started to laugh. "Excuse me Harry, say that again"  I don't understand what was so funny. Then I realized she wanted me to say it again so she could make fun of me. 

I felt tears coming so i just ran. I ran and I didn't stop until I got to the only place that made me feel safe. 

End of flashback 

Ever since then, I've just convinced myself she hated me.

Jenna's POV

 This makes no sense. "When was the last time I was awake?" I asked the doctor "It was about 2 months ago, someone found you laying in an alley way and you had cuts and bruises on you. Luckily, some one found you the day after or you would of died. " I spaced out. I remember being in that alley. I could of swore Harry come and saved me. No this can't be happening. "No.. Harry came and saved me. I remember, I was tied up by my foster brother and his friend. Harry came and saved me and we've been together now for a month. That's what happened. This is all a joke, this can't be real." I felt tears running down my face. I looked at harry and he had red eyes, "Don't you remember Harry?" He looked at me as if I was crazy. "I'll just give you some time alone" Dr. Jones spoke and Harry's mum, my dad and the doctor left.

Harry walked over to the side of my bed. "Jen, your confused. None of that happened. We aren't and never were together." I could tell in his voice he was upset. "no.. we were i remember because you gave me this necklace for my birthday see" I said putting my hand on my neck. It wasn't there. I was trying to convince myself to let it go because it was just a dream. "There's nothing there jen."  He said grabbing my hand. Butterflies erupted in my stomach by his touch "I missed the feeling of your hands on mine." I said inter-twining our hands. He smiled at me then he zoned out for a few seconds and his smile fell into anger. "Don't touch me." he pulled his hand away from mine. My smile turned into a frown. "whats wrong" I said wiping the tear off my cheek. 

"Stop it." He said getting off my bed and taking a few steps back. "what do you mean stop it. I didn't do anything" I raised my voice at him. "Stop putting me under pressure" he said raising his voice putting his face in his hands. "How am I putting you under pressure!" i started to get mad now. I never did anything to him. "I'm just... I'm under pressure" he said coming closer to me. "Why" I said sitting up. "Because I can't have you the way that I want" he whispered and i got chills. He came closer to my face. I could feel him breathing on me. Our faces inches away. He smashed his lips on mine. The kiss that we shared over and over again in my dream was nothing compared to this one. 

This kiss.. It felt so right. Like I belong with him. His lips, They were soft, warm and mine fit perfectly on his. We pulled away from the kiss and i just whispered to him "Lets just go back to the way it was" He looked at me "What?"  "What?" i said back at him. "you said something?" He asked sitting next to me. "I just wish all that wasn't a dream" I said looking down at my hands. "What do you mean your dream?" he looked so confused and I didn't really want to explain all of it. 

"My dream. When I was in a coma. All of it was a lie. I guess I was dreaming, I don't really know what to call it. " i took a deep breath and decided to tell him what happened. "I was dreaming, about us. You saved me when I was in the alley, you kissed me, told me you like me, I ended up living with you because my dad kicked me out, then you asked me out, I said yes because I liked you and all of the times we had was amazing and I loved it but I guess it was a dream. " said shrugging my shoulders. "you.. you like me?" Was all harry could say. "Well I guess, I actually didn't like you" I said sighing and looked up at Harry, he was smiling but when I said I didn't like him his smile fell, then I continued. "I loved you" His face shot up and a smirk crept on his face. 

he didn't say anything. "Go ahead" I said putting my head down. "go ahead what?" He said but my head was still down. "Go ahead and tell me how 'you knew I would fall for you because all girls fall for you.. so go ahead. Tell me ' I told you so'  " I said, Harry grabbed my hand and said, "I'm not going to tell you I told you so, because I like you too." My head shot up and I looked at him. "You do" I could feel myself blushing. Harry started laughing like crazy. "What's so funny?" I said and started to laugh with him. "Of course I don't like you!" he continued to laugh and my smile turned upside down and felt tears brimming on my eyes. "Oh god. I couldn't stick with it" *Laughs*  "I'm sorry i just couln't pretend anymore" Harry said in between laughs. I wish I would of never woke up. 

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