So I was thinking about love and shit a while ago. And I realised how a few months ago I didnt give a shit about love and didnt believe in it at all and now all of a sudden its all im thinking about. And the thing is i dont even think im in love. What does it even mean to be in love? Yah there is a guy that I really really like. I dont know if its love or lust or just infatuation and its driving me crazy. I dont want to love him. There's too much to lose. And I think I have already lost my heart.
