im so sorry for being so detached from reality
it is too much to handle sometimes
im so sorry for always slamming my door
hoping it would block out the war in my head
im so sorry for always yelling at you
it was the only way i could express my love
im so sorry for never listening to you
i have a penchant for defying authority
im so sorry for littering my body with little lines
i did not know how else to deal with it
im so sorry for leaving such a mess for you to clean up
but laying in my pool of blood seemed like the only answer at that time
