Love happens (CAMREN Fanfic)

(Chapter Eleven)

LAUREN'S POV:

Waking up the next morning after my kiss with Camila seemed surreal, I had finally kissed her. Ever since I first met her the attraction towards her was something I couldn't deny but had to. She was married to Shawn and I had gotten back with Lucy, I thought that's who I wanted to be with but ever since I started spending time with Camila and having late night talks about everything and nothing, after her opening up to me about how Shawn treated her and after I revealed every different side of me to her how could I deny the undeniable I was falling for the girl and that scared me. But after last night I was sure she felt the exact same way we were just not at the ideal time and my mind was in a frenzy.

The glass shattering sound from the kitchen had woken me up Camila was nowhere to be seen and before I could get up she had stormed into my room and a few seconds later Dinah stormed in as well. The next couple of minutes were a blur, Camila had told them we kissed and I had to deny everything. I didn't want to jeopardize our friendship or her marriage or even my relationship with Lucy no one had to know what we did not even Dinah or Normani. I could almost hear Camila's heart break as I denied the events from last night. Even worse she had denied she felt anything and that was the worst thing she could of said to me, I felt my heart break and before I could say anything she ran out my room. My head was a mess, I was confused and angry with myself and her for allowing this to happen.

I texted Lucy to pick me up and immediately got dressed, I left the apartment without saying anything to any of the girls and entered my girlfriends car before driving off, I couldn't be close to Camila right now and this seemed like the right thing to do for the both of us.

"Laur, What's wrong?" Lucy asked concerned as she drove us back to her house. "Nothing, I just didn't want to be with the girls. I rather be with you" I lied and immediately guilt washed over me, She held my hand and I had to fake a smile to spare her feelings. Lucy didn't deserve this, me lying to her was something I would never forgive myself for doing but for now I just had to deal with my guilty conscious.

We arrived at her house and I took a seat on her familiar brown couch. I remember spending hours and hours laying here with her talking about our future, clearly life had other plans for us. "Are you sure you're okay?" she asked interrupting my thoughts. "Yeah, Come here" I said extending my arms and wrapping her around them. "I love being here with you" she breathed into my neck, I gulped and my heart started to raise. We had dated for a long time but we had never gone beyond the making out part, Well she had never done anything to me no one had. I always did all the work and I was fine with it I felt really self conscious so I enjoyed pleasuring her just as much.

She started to kiss my neck and before I could say anything she stood up and took her shirt and bra off leaving me speechless, her body was to die for, her tan skin and visible abs were a turn on for some reason. She was gorgeous and sexy, she straddled me, her tongue was warm inside my mouth and she bit my lower lip slowly pulling it towards her, I moaned quietly at the sensation and she immediately took my shirt off. I couldn't help myself she was hot and shit she was my girlfriend.

I slowly laid her down on the floor one of my legs in between her thighs as she ran her nails through my back. I stopped to look at her and had to blink twice, the image of Camila was fogging Lucy's face and I thought I was losing my damn mind. "Babe?" I heard her raspy voice say. "Sorry, I- I don't think I'm ready" I said before pulling off and grabbing my shirt off the ground and putting it back on.

"We don't have to do anything, Sorry I just wanted you to relax" Lucy said getting dressed. I felt even more guilty, I was with my girlfriend and thinking about someone else. This was not good.

We hanged out on her couch for the rest of the day my cellphone going off every couple of minutes from texts from Normani and Camila. I ignored them all day and just focused on the brunette trapped around my arms.