Memories (OHSHC) {Book 3}

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 I felt the cold take over my body and I screeched and rolled over causing me to fall to the floor and hurt my wrist. I sat up and rubbed my eyes feeling used to the cold. I looked around and saw all eyes on my I began to cover my face when I moved my wrist I hurt my arm and felt tears. Alex was worried. ''Cole what's wrong? Nicole what happened?'' asked Alex. I held my wrist. ''It hurt's Alex, I think I hurt it when I fell.'' I said not a single person spoke and Alex wrapped my wrist.

''Wait Nicole?'' asked Kaoru I stopped and realized Alex's Mistake. ''Crap See Alex why I didn't want to change my name last time I knew this would happen!'' I said to her. ''Your the one who always changes your name looks like I couldn't keep up!'' Alex said. ''Your supposed to be nice, My imaginary friend people called you I never listened, heck I didn't listen to Tamaki when he said you were bad. But here you are causing trouble!'' I said Alex had tears. ''I am so done I was there for you in all your bad times, but here you are insulting me. I should have went to therapy when my mum told me to!'' shouted Alex. ''Well I should never have stopped reading my Book's of HATE!!!!'' I shouted this got everyone's attention. ''So you are Nikki. The Nikki who liked Kyoya!'' shouted the twins. I went red. ''Shut up Idiots just because you observed something wrong doesn't mean anything!'' I shouted at the then stored out of the room.

I woke up looking around. I used to like H2? Weird why would I do that? Haha anyway, I stretched and pulled on a pair of skinny jeans and shirt that was pink at the top and faded into white with cheetah prints all over. I smiled pulling on my bracelets and pulling my hair back into a dutch braid. 

I smiled 'Flying' to school. Once I arrived I smiled and went to my locker. I looked into the top and saw a book stuffed up there the spine read 'Book of Hate - Original' I was confused so I pulled it down and opened it seeing letter after letter of non stop hate. With that I felt a memory flowing into view. 

''Nicole why are you so fat?'' shouted a girl ''And Ugly!'' said another boy everyone snickered. The teacher shrugged and looked back to her book. ''Or better yet why does your family hate you?'' asked a girl. I tried to force their voices from my ears but it wasn't working. ''Hey Nicole why are you and your gay father so poor?'' asked a boy. I felt tears welling but I pushed them away. ''Leave me ALONE!'' I shouted at everyone. ''Nicole do not shout in my classroom do you want to go to the principal's office?'' asked Mrs. Heart. ''Yes, Yes I do.'' I said to her giving up she huffed. ''Do not get smart with me missy!'' said Ms. Heart. I sighed and continued drawing in my book of hate. Scribbling what everyone was saying down. 

I shook my head to force the memory away. I had a crap life from what I've remembered so far. I think I have an idea. I grabbed my phone. I dialed mothers number. ''Nikki hey.'' she said. ''Mother, I have an idea, what if the twins and I go to France and visit my old school and the friends I had there?'' I asked her. ''On yes that wonderful the whole Host club your brothers are in could go you were all very close.'' she said. ''Okay I'm gonna tell them now. lots of Love.'' I said and hung up. I can't tell her I love her for some reason, maybe because she was away when the accident happened. 

I walked to the host club room. I smiled brightly. ''Hey H's and T's'' I smiled. ''Hey Nikki what's up?'' asked H3. ''I have a request.'' I smiled ''Well do share.'' said H2. ''I was looking threw my looked when I remembered something, something small and I was hoping it would lead to more, It's about my life with dad in France. Could you guys accompany me to my old school to meet my old friends and see if they trigger anything any memories.'' I asked them. they all looked at each other silently debating. 

Hey everyone It's Monday and also the first day of school, no that's wrong, the first day of High School. Send me your tips to remember things, organization, and most important how to deal with the fact that one of my closest friends for the last 5 years ditched me because I went to the fair with my cousin. Help meh plz I will pass out or throw up or stab someone. 

Lots of love 

~Ryllie Brooks