Memories (OHSHC) {Book 3}

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I was walking threw to hall way cautious of my surroundings, I can't run into any of them. I slid my hood on and went to sit in the class room. I ignored the T's when they tried to talk to me. I quickly lost them when they called for lunch and hid as far as possible from them. 

I noticed H4 and 5 walking down the hall and 5 didn't see me but 4 locked his eyes on me and a willed myself to smile. I watched him closely and a look of worry spread to his face, the first emotion he seemed to show. 

I looked down not wanting him to advance in contact. I put my stuff in my locker and headed to the door as he and 5 walked to the main stairs to go to Host Club. I got on my board and smiled spreading my arms letting my long hair sway in the wind. 

Once I was home I turned on some SkyRim and began playing while blasting BMike in my ears. I let his voice drown the world out. When I finally came back to reality 3 hours later I noticed the Hosts around the table discussing things. 

I turned on the system and packed away the cords, console, game, and controller. I still had BMike blasting so when I looked at the Hosts I noticed them looking in my direction and there lips moving. I just turned and headed to my room not wanting to see replays of the nightmare. 

Once in my room I took the headphones out and charged my phone. I layed on my bed staring at the ceiling. There was a soft but firm knock on the door. I got up and opened it. There stood 4 with a slight worried frown. ''Are you okay?'' He asked after I let him in and shut the door. I nodded and layed looking up at the ceiling. ''Why wouldn't I be?'' I asked smiling. ''Your Smiling, but it's Different, Your face is indeed Smiling but your Eyes are crying.'' He whispered. with that a tear slipped through the cracks his words made in my walls. 

''4 Look I'm fine your having false sightings, maybe you should get that checked out.'' I said to him. He layed beside me. ''I spend my time being quiet, I don't talk, but I observe a lot. I'm not wrong, but if you don't want to tell me that's fine.'' He said. I looked at him. ''I just realized. I have a horrid memory of all of them. Most real some in dreams, then there's you, not a single one why is that?'' I pondered. He smiled lightly. 

Hey so Mori is talking!!! A LOT!!!!!!! Anyway school is cool, except some people don't seem to like my personality so that's a strain bc I used to never have to worry if someone was judging me for my weirdness now i do. With me luck. Kisses!

~Ryllie