Memories (OHSHC) {Book 3}

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I sat up in the hospital bed that Soul and I were on. He was my friend now oddly. To have your memories stolen away the befriending the person who did it. But he oddly get's me. Even though I don't exactly know who me is. 

Soul comes and takes me out for fresh air once a week. This week we decided that the green hair wasn't my style. So I went to the store and we got black and white hair dye. I made my hair half black and half white right down the middle. 

But when the others came and Soul left me to try again my happy mood drained. ''Hey Nikki!'' said the hosts all together. I didn't learn their names, they are H1 (Tamaki) H2 (Kyoya) H3 (Haruhi) H4 (Mori) H5 (Honey) T1 (Hikaru) T2 (Koaru) And that's what I called them. 

''Well another day trying huh?'' asked H1. ''Go to hell.'' I hissed. This is how I talked to them every time because for some reason my brain decided shutting them out was easier then letting the memories flood back. 

''Harsh tactic again I see.'' Smiled H3 who I actually kinda liked he wasn't as straight forward as the others He was genital. ''Yup.'' I said popping the 'P' ''Well I brought your favorite ice cream! Cookies and Cream!'' said H5 really cutely. I sighed looking at it. ''I'm not in the mood for sweets.'' I said harshly rolling over in the bed to face the wall. ''Well I'll give in to nurse Yuki for when you do want it.'' said H5. ''Okay Let the twins have their time with their sister now.'' said H2. Everyone left leaving me with the T's.

''So Nikki dad mailed in a few photo albums.'' said T2. I smiled and rolled over. This was the only part of their visit I like, the photo albums of me and Dad. I could tell from the photo's that Dad and I lived somewhere else for a while, and we were happy. I snatched the book quickly while they chuckled. I opened the book slowly flipping threw the photo's. Each book contained a year worth of photo's. I was about 11 in this one.

While I was looking threw each picture I watched at the light in my eyes slowly eliminated. Then on the last few pages of the book weren't photo's, but pages and newspaper clippings. the first headline was 'Local Girl Attempts Suicide.' I sucked in a harsh breath with tears building in my eyes and I read the article. 

'Nicole Hitachiin attempts suicide. She has claimed to be being bullied for weeks but no one listened so she lost herself. The bully was expelled and Nicole is in the hospital.' 

I then saw my hospital forms. I then looked at the new clipping. 'Nicole Better or Worse?'

'Nicole is still in the hospital a month later. It has come to our attention that her state hasn't changed and she still has thought. She is going to therapy and getting help Give her your prayers for evil has changed her mind'

I shut the book with tears streaming. The twins had already been gone about an hour. My tears flowed as I layed clutching the book. 

My restless eyes grew wary and I drifted to sleep

I was cornered in the locker room. ''You attention seeking whore! trying to kill yourself for attention! No wonder you got bullied!'' shouted my best friend Katy. Her boyfriend Arrick was rubbing my back earlier trying to make sure I was okay like friends would. Now Katy is hitting me with a shoe. ''Your a fat cow and deserve to die!'' she said harshly. I curled into a ball on the floor as she continued to hit me. 

 I woke up from the dream with a start. A memory. Great another for the collection. ''Fot the past month I would slowly have dreams (More like nightmares) and they were the memories I had lost making their way back. Painfully slow might I add.

 I sighed and layed back down to sleep again just this time no dream came.