Why do I love you? (Harry Styles fan fiction)

Back to normal

It's taken a couple of days to get back to mine and Dylan's routine.He's found it hard to understand who I am.I knew it wouldn't be easy but if this relationship is going to work I can't keep anything from him.

We spent most of the day talking about it and any questions he wanted to ask about me and finally he has come to terms with this.

I'm relieved I'm finally back with him,laying so close to him.Not ever wanting to let him go.The sound of his heartbeat helps me sleep.Im still struggling to come to terms with everything that has happened,hopefully I will feel okay again soon.Dylan refuses to let me go anywhere without him.

A part of me worries about him,that he is vulnerable because of who I am.I have spoken to him being in danger when he's with me,but he doesn't seem bothered.

The past couple of days we have laid in bed talking,cuddling and watching films.Thats exactly the healing I needed.

I never really knew how much love I have for this boy.It is true what they say you never know you love something till its gone.I couldn't stop thinking about Dylan ever since I was stuck in that hell hole.

What a relief to know Harry is finally gone.The smallest part of me is that he's going to come back for me.The smallest part of me wonders did he die in that fire?

If Harry comes back I don't know what I'd do

Dylan holds me tighter than he has ever held me before and I love the comfort.

Unfortunately for me,I am woken up by the sunlight beaming through the curtains.I take a deep breath,breathing in the gorgeous scents of Dylan's aftershave and it's the best smell.

I roll over kissing Dylan on the lips,his eyes flutter repeatedly before greeting me with a smile.

I climb over him with the intentions of making my way to the bath,clearly Dylan has other intentions when he holds my legs either side of him to straddle him.

He leans up and gives me a kiss before flipping us over so I'm lying on my back,causing a laugh to fall from my lips.

He kisses down my cheek,down my neck causing me to giggle.

He ends up hugging me and we fall back to sleep for a while.

My heart skips a beat when the letter box at my front door is tapped.My eyes snap open to see Dylan with his mouth wide open.A smile pulls across my face at this image before me.

I smooth his hair out of his face before slithering my body away from his grasp,careful not to wake him.

I sneak off the bed and pull one of Dylan's t-shirts over me before exiting the room.

I pull the letters out of the box; several white letters and one larger letter at the back.

I chuck them on the table and saunter to the kitchen,soon realising without me Dylan is so messy.Washing up is left in the kitchen sink and today I really can't be bother for cleaning.

I make myself a cup of tea and sit myself down out the dining room table.

Oh gosh I feel exhausted.

How am I going to explain to Louis and Daisy where I've been all this time?

I decide to notify them from Dylan's phone that I'm okay and I've been on holiday to see my family.