The darkness in me

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"Then let me show you" His voice is gentle

I nod,trying to play along with his little game,maybe I can get inside this creeps head.

"Remove her cuffs" He demands

The guard behind me does as he is told

As soon as I'm free I rub the wrists which already have red rings around them from the hand cuffs.

He holds his hand out to me,which I take.He pulls me to stand in front of Dylan who is now standing watching us.

I stand face to face with Harry,I'm worried about what Harry wants from me but if I don't do as he asks he will hurt Dylan even worse than he already has,I don't think I can take anymore and I'm sure Dylan can't either

Harry holds both of my hands in his "Kiss me" He says

As he says those words my mouth falls open

"I Erm I can't,I wouldn't" I tell him

"Kiss me or I'll kill him" Harry threats which storms an anger inside of me.

"Dylan won't even know,I mean look at him he's clueless,he doesn't even know who you are " Harry replies

"Only by your doing that he's like that and it's not right,I can't" I say

"Don't tell me you haven't thought about it Cara" He taunts raising is eyebrows

In all honesty I have,I can't deny that he's gorgeous.A flutter flys across my stomach.Unfortunately his personality weighs him down.Gosh why am I acting this way.Oh s*** what am I thinking,I have Dylan plus the fact Harry is awful,a disgusting creature at that.

"I'm right aren't I?" A smug smirk is pulled across his lips

"I saw you watch me that night when you stayed in my room and I dropped my towel" He mentions as my heart skips a beat

My face lights up in red.The way Harry's hair is curled so perfectly,his chizzled facial features and a jaw you would cut yourself on if you get too close.That body,I could stare at him all day.His beautiful eyes oh those......

God what the hell is wrong with me?Why am I thinking of Harry like that

"Harry I can't cheat on Dylan" I reply shaking those thoughts to the back of my mind.

"Oh well I suppose I'll have to slit his throat then " Harry says

"You're crazy,you know that" I mention

"It's like you have a split personality or something,one minute your nice the next your not.Whats wrong with you?" I question

"So I'm told,now let's get on with this" He replies standing closer to me,close enough I can feel the heat from his breath on my face as a sweet minty smell fills my nostrils.

I look down as if I'm a little school girl standing In front of her crush.

"You know I wouldn't think twice about dating you if you were a nicer person and if I wasn't with Dylan" I explain

"Really,I'll change I promise" Harry comments,his eyes full of promises.

Those words roll off his tongue like silk.I have the urge to believe him,although I know it's impossible.For all the things he's done how could I?

"Let's just get this over and done with" I huff

"You're eager" He winks

"Just not in front of him please" I ask

"Get him out of here" Harry demands

Soon Dylan's limp,tired body is lifted off the ground and carried out of the room.

I can't believe I'm doing this,more importantly I don't know why.

I take a deep breath as Harry places both of his hands on the back of my neck a warmth rushes through me.I close my eyes as I feel hip getting closer to me my heart begins to pump faster with excitement.

Why am I reacting this way to him?

He's a nasty person I keep trying to remind myself.

Soon those thoughts are clouded when his lips collide with mine.An electric shoots through me like never before not even with Dylan.

Oh god Dylan what am I doing? This thought makes me feel as though I want to pull away from our kiss but something inside stops me from doing so.

The hairs on my arms stand on end as he continues to kiss me.The kiss is so passionate,so strong.I take a gasp of breath,the loss of contact pulls me like a magnet back to him and I crash my lips back against his.He ignites something in me that I never want to let go.

It feels so right but something in my head tells me it's so wrong.I just can't think what it may be, my mind is clouded by him.Nothing else around me seems to matter,I feel as though I have no worries.

His teeth graze along my lips causing a moan to escape,giving his tongue entrance into my mouth.Our tongues dance together in unison as a fire burns in the pit of my stomach.

Harry's hands travel down to my thighs lifting me up and I wrap my legs round his waist.He slowly walks us over towards one of the walls and supports me as he kisses down my neck and along my collar bone.I close my eyes enjoy the feeling of his lips against my skin.Heat rushes through me like a firework.

I run my fingers through his hair causing a moan to fall from Harry's lips.

This feeling sounds familiar like I've done it before,but only with one person and Harry is not him.

It's someone else but I can't think who,my mind is too occupied by Harry.

Something in my chest aches as though this isn't right,like I should be doing this but with someone else.

Someone who is special to me,someone who I often pull his hair and he lets go

Dylan? S*** Dylan where is he? Why am I doing this?

I don't belong with Harry god no,what have I done?

"Wa..ait" I breath as Harry begins to unbutton my shirt

"What you don't like the way I make you feel?" He asks with a smile

"No it's not that I just....I don't know" I manage to say

"This is wrong,I love someone else" I remark and as though daggers have hit Harry he drops me,pain rushes through me as I hit the ground.A pain shoots through my head like a start of a headache,I feel dizzy and right now pretty disgusted with myself that I gave into him

What is it about him that all of a sudden enchants me so much?

"Don't ever embarrass me like that" Harry yells

"Get her out of here" He waves his hand,not daring to look at me

"How dare you dismiss me" He growls before storming out the room

I am soon gently hoisted into someone's arms and taken down the corridor.I don't have the energy to even look up and the man who is carrying me.My body feels week and I, exhausted.I watch the lights in the corridor flicker before I give in and close my eyes.

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