The Coder

Chapter 12 - let me lead

Hey guys Here is a new chapter for my babies!!! music is Disturbia by Rihanna.

WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS ADULT CONTENT AND THE ALL SO BELOVED SEXY TIME. IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH READING SMUT, THEN PLEASE WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER. YOU WILL NOT MISS MUCH.

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Eddie's POV:

    I swallowed the lump in my throat and tried to calm my breath, but it wasn't working. I couldn't handle this. He was sitting on my lap and breathing on my neck making me a little hot in the southern region, but he didn't even know what he was doing to me because he was asleep!

    I slowly pushed him off me and laid him on the ground. I needed a shower. something to cool me down or to at least fix my little "problem." He had no idea what he was doing to me. It was driving me insane just to have him in reach but unable to touch him. What would he think if he found out how I felt, would he be disgusted? My heart ached at the thought. no, I couldn't let that happen.

    I stripped clean and stepped under the cool water coming from the shower head. It seemed to help a bit, but I couldn't get rid of this hot feeling surrounding my body. I knew what it was, but I was to ashamed to look down. I always hated this, having this problem. Spending years being told I was disgusting because of it from my father and uncle had made me extremely insecure of my body. I hated it, every inch of it.

    "Oh Eddie." I heard a small quivering voice form behind me. I was scared to turn around, knowing that I had said my thoughts out loud. Why did I do that? Why did I have to speak my mind without even realizing it?

     I felt Waylon's forehead rest against my back as a shaking breath left his mouth. I shivered at the contact, the heat coming back to me once again. I left out a unsteady breath before pressing a hand against his shoulder, slightly shoving him away without looking at him. I couldn't let him see me like this.

    "Please... just.... Don't look at me." My hand was shaking against him and tears began to well up in my eyes. It hurt to push him away. It hurt for him to see me looking so weak... It hurt that the look on his face was probably angry or revolted. I didn't want to look to find out.

    He pushed my hand from his shoulder to the back of his neck and forced me to face him. I blushed when my body was fully facing him. Now he knew, god why did he have to see me in such a vulgar state. Especially since he was why I was like this.

    I took one look at him but soon looked away again. His clothes were soaked because of the shower! UGH!! Fuck me! My breathing became heavy once again seeing how his clothes clung to his skin. Slowly his hands lifted my face to look at him. He was so gorgeous!

    His hair hung from his face dripping wet and his face was flushed pink. His big brown eyes stared into mine with concern and a little bit of something else that I couldn't explain. His hands were warm and vibrating from the electricity as they began to stroke my cheek. Why was he doing this?

   He looked down and bit his lip, clearly staring at my member. I couldn't take it, Why is he doing this? He gave off a sigh of contempt and stood up on his tip toes. I didn't have a chance to react before his lips were on mine. They were soft and delicate just like I had imagined! I couldn't hold back anymore.

    I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him close. His body against mine was intoxicating. My hands ran up and down his sides trying to touch every part of him I could. I wanted him, and I wanted him now. I pushed him against the wall and stood there hovering over him. He looked up at me with hazed eyes. His swollen lips parted taking in ragged breaths, boy how I just wanted to eat him right up!