The Coder

Chapter 18: I Have Needs Too

So I'm back because I'm sick in bed XD. I can't go to school because I'm throwing up and have nothing better to do, so behold! Another chapter!!! -XOXO Sparkle

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Chris' POV:

    I remember hearing a saying, I think it went, "She is beauty. She is grace." Yeah, I think that's how it goes. I can't remember where I heard it, but If there was one way to describe the man in my arms, that would be it.

    I was so angry before. I was on a mission and the tiny man and his groom stopped me from completing it. They kept me from doing the one thing I was meant to do! To me, it was unforgivable. The scars that coat my face still hurt.

    But as soon as I saw his face, It all seemed to evaporate. I couldn't look away from his hazel eyes, so full of fear and uncertainty. And the only thing that went through my mind was how beautiful they really were. How his narrow face was complemented by his high cheekbones and how pink his lips looked against his pale skin.

    He was an angel, I couldn't deny that. He seemed so scared for the tiny man I held in my hands, taking on one of the strongest variants to try and save his friend. So I let him go. What else was I going to do?

    I wanted, no, needed to know this man. I needed to be near him and share his worries. I wanted him. I've never had these feelings before, but I didn't want them to go away.   

    When he sat down in front of me and put his hand against my cheek, my heart stopped. Just his touch sent chills down my spine. His touch was warm unlike most of this damned asylum, It was a warmth that always wished for. I've always wished for someone to love, to hold at night and spoil. Even before I went into the military.

C-could he be the one that I have been wishing for?  

     *** Going back to after Miles' chapter where they cuddle***

    I hold my little pig in my arms, keeping him warm. My little angel. So precious. So pure. So beautiful.

My heart is beating wildly and I'm sure he can hear it. I don't know how I did it, I have never been very bold around people I like. Especially around someone as gorgeous as Miles.

....Miles.... Even his name is heavenly.

    I let out short, uneven breaths as I hear almost inaudible snores comes from Miles. I don't know if he did it on purpose, but... he's straddling me with his face against my chest. His one arms is thrown around the back of my while his other is pulled to his chest, his palm face down against my collarbone

My god. Does he even realize what this is doing to me? I don't want to wake him, but... My face grows warm as certain thoughts go through my mind. No no no no, I will not think these thing while he's sleeping here against me. I'm not going to ruin my chance. This could be the only time he lets me this close.

    I let out short, uneven breaths as I hear almost inaudible snores comes from Miles. I don't know if he did it on purpose, but... he's straddling me with his face against my chest. His one arms is thrown around the back of my while his other is pulled to his chest, his palm face down against my collarbone

My god. Does he even realize what this is doing to me? I don't want to wake him, but... My face grows warm as certain thoughts go through my mind. No no no no, I will not think these thing while he's sleeping here against me. I'm not going to ruin my chance. This could be the only time he lets me this close. 

    That thought alone, though. I can't bear the thought. It makes my heart ache thinking that this will be the last time, but it wouldn't be the first time that things didn't go my way. Nothing has ever gone good for me... so why would this?

I let the thought pass and focus on the small person in my lap... Never would have thought that this would happen to me. I let out a breathy laugh as I stare at Miles' sleeping figure.

Chris, one day an angel will stand by your side and take you to heaven, and when that happens don't be afraid.

My mother's words echo throughout my head. Well son of a bitch, she was right. I always thought that she was full of crap but I guess she was right. 

    My angel has found me, finally.  

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Hey guys another author's note. So did you guys like Chris' POV? Was it alright? I was in a weird mood and wanted to know if you like the way I wrote his POV or if you want me to write it like the others?

    Really the only difference is that Chris is more "insane" than the others and his mind isn't as stable. While the Others are more on point and can think clearly while Chris' mind is more child like or delayed.

Comment what you guys think and if you want more chapters like this.

and if you want a special chapter *wink wink*  for 20 chapters then PLEASE let me know!!!!