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It was three in the morning. My mind wouldnt let me sleep, I wasnt even sure what exactly it was that was keeping me up. Just hundreds of thoughts running through my mind. Ash. He.....he's amazing. But, I cant love him. I never can. My hearts not ready for that. I cant. I just cant. Greg. I will always love him. Somewhere deep inside. The love wont be able to re surface, but theres always that echo of the love that used to be there. Wouldnt it be easier to just slip back into the old ways, than trying to create new room in my heart for Ash?
But he cheated on you.....
I know
He lied to you....
Alot
He made you incapable of love....
I know
He killed you.......
"I know" I whispered aloud.
"Rai?" Ash whispered
My head snapped round to face him.
"Rai......Im sorry"
"What for?" He stared at me, hurt in his eyes.
"For having to mary me"
I sighed rolling over so my back was to him.
I guess that I eventualy driffted off to sleep, because I woke at 10 in the morning. Yawning, I slowly sat up. Today, I need to speek to Greg. I got up, walking over to my closet. I grabbed a pair of black skinny jeans, yellow shirt that said "Dont eat me" on it, underwear, my fave blue socks, and yellow converse. I quickley got dressed, then straitened my hair and applied only a small amount of eyeliner for today.
I sighed standing up. Makeing my way down the stairs, I though about how I was going to tell Greg to smiply just piss off. I was lost in my thoughts that I hadnt even realised I was at the bottom of the stairs and walked right into someone. Greg. I looked up into his sweet brown eyes (Im not sure if thats his eyes colour or not? I cant remember if I said something diffrent in another chapter, sorry =]) "Hey gorgeus" he said wrapping his warm arms around my waist. They felt good there, it felt right. Normal, natural.
But theres no sparks, like with Ash....... My mind whispered
Shut up! I mentaly slapped myself. "Greg. We need to talk."
"Sure baby" He grabbed my hand and led me outside to the front lawn. I stood still not meeting his eyes.
"Rainia,whats wrong" His voice was close to my ear, so close...
"We...we, we, I, uh. Greg" I whispered
"Rainia?" He lifted my chin makeing me meet his gaze.
"Greg. I. I cant do this. We have to end it. Im getting married to your BROTHER!" I screamed letting out all my emotions.
"What? Raini, please, we can get through this, in a year, you and him can get divorced, then we can be together. I can wait"
"No. Greg, im so sor..." I didnt get to finish my sentence as his lips crushed against mine. I was about to pull away, but suddenly the sweet sweet memories of the past hit me. I wanted to stay here. In the memoreis, everythings better here. All of a sudden I was bought back into reality, STOP THIS! My mind screamed, I pushed hard against his chest, he stumbled back and fell to the floor.
"No! Greg, please, just leave!" I screamed, tears threating to fall. I ran away from the street. I didnt want to go back inside, so I went the one place I could feel safe. A libary. Lame, I know.
I stayed theire for a while, then got bored and decided to head home. The libary was pretty close so it wasnt long untill I was standing outside the front door. I pushed my key in and slowly opened the door. My eyes scanned the hall untill they fell on Ash. Oh, but it wasnt just Ash. No. It was Ash, and Kayla, and they were makeing out.
*********Ash's P.O.V***********(When Rainia's coming down the stairs)
"Rai?" I called out as I heard her coming down the stairs. I walked into the hall way, just to see her and Greg walking out the door. I told that dick to leave..... I closed my eyes and slowly counted to 100 in my head. Then I walked to the window. But god how I wish that I didnt, her and Greg were stood there kissing. My eyes fell instantly and I ran out of the room, my heart thumping in pain. "Why?" I asked aloud, why does she have to love HIM!
Next thing I knew I was pulling out my phone dialing Kaylas number. "Hello?" Her anoying voice came from the other end of the line.
"Hey, can you come over" I said.
"OH MY GOD! BABE! I just KNEW you wanted me back! 3 mins!" She screeched down the phone. I went to look back out the window. They were both gone. Good.
After about 25 minutes the bell buzzed and I went to let Kayla in.
"Baby!" She screamed wrapping an arm around my waist, the other one going down my trousers. What. A, Tart.
I pulled her forward as I shut the door and she wrapped a leg around my waist. I pushed her against the wall as she smashed her oversized lips against mine, she rubbed around me everywhere, and I felt disgusting ans sick. I wanted to stop, her mouth wasnt sweet like Rainia's. It tasted of lipgloss and salad. Her tounge was forcing itsself into my mouth. I was about to pull away, apoligise and say I couldnt do this. When I heard the front door close shut.....
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