So heres chapter 13 :DDD Hope you like it. Please comment. Or vote. Or become a fan. xD
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Recap:::
I was standing outside Kayla's house. The ambulance and police officers had left. Id watched from behind the cars as they carried her into the ambulance. If she dies, I could go down for murder. But if im going down, im not going with out a scene. I shot her. I wasnt ment to use that gun, well not on her that is. That bullet was ment fot Ash. But theres plenty more bullets left.......
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*************Rainia's P.O.V*************
It was four in the morning, I was laying in Ash and mines bed. The night was completely still, death heavey in the air, images, images of Kayla, blood everywhere, filled my mind. Then Kayla, still and dead. I hated her to begin with, but I never wished for anything like this. I dont know why, or how, but I knew that she was dead, I could feel it. I hoped that I was wrong, I cursed at myself, trying to think that she would be okay. But of course, I knew that this wasnt going to end happy. Then of course, there was who did it, who shot her. My gut kept quite, this time not knowing.
"Rai? Are you awake?" Ash said quietly.
"Yes" I whispered. Unfortunatley. My mind added, but I kept that last bit to myself.
"Are you okay?"
"No. Are you?"
"No" It was quiet again after that, then Ash's hand took mine and I held on tight. His thumb rubbed soothing circles on the back of my hand.
"Do you think shes going to be okay?" I had to ask, hopeing that he would say yes, and that I would be able to believe it.
"Do you?" He sighed, knowing that I didnt.
"No"
Suddenly we lapsed into silence again. And somehow I must of fallen asleep because I woke up to the sun shinning unbearably brightly through the windows.
It was weird, when I woke up, I didnt have that feeling anymore, that Kayla was dead, but I didnt feel that she was alive either. The suspision was killing me. I jumped up out of the bed and grabbed some clothes. Black skinny jeans, black 'bullet for my valentine' tee, black converse, black bracelets and black hoodie. Well what can I say, Im in a dark mood, I dress how I feel, but even though when im happy, the brightest I go is green.
I looked around the room, too bright. Ash wasnt in the bed, so he must be downstairs.
I walked slowly down, each step felt like it was pulling me down lower and lower. Walking into the kitchen, Ash was rested against the counter eating a bowl of cereal. I felt sick looking at the cereal and suddenly my insids felt week. I ran to the sink and vomited, my jaw hurting terribly. Ash ran forward, holding my hair back as I puked into the sink.
"Are you okay Rai?"
"Yeah, im fine, sorry" I tried to smile reasuringly as I rinsed out my mouth. He looked unconvinced and pulled me into a hug, strokeing my hair. I smiled wrapping my arms around him. I breathed in his smell and instantly felt better. Pulling me closer for a few more seconds then slowly putting me down in a seat, he made me feel safe and loved.
