Justin Bieber Imagines

I'll Never Leave You (Personal for @JazmynB)

It's my first personal imagine!!! I need more requests though!! Just inbox me!!! I promise ill make you one!! Here is your imagine Helen!!

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Your P.O.V

I sat on the floor in pure shock. I couldn't believe it. I'm pregnant. Me, 19 year old, Helen, am pregnant. I had the pregnancy test in my hand and there was a plus sign.

How would I tell Justin? How would he react? Would he leave me? Should I just get an abortion and act like it never happened? All these thoughts were running through my head.

And of course for the third time this week he was out. Probably getting drunk just like every other night. He has been coming home drunk like three times this week.

He comes home, slams the door, comes in our room, I ask him what happened, he yells at me to mind my own business, I shrug it off, and he goes to bed.

He's been so distant lately. I don't know why. It's kinda pissing me off. He went to saying I love you too much from not saying it at all.

Like if it was just on time, I heard him slam the door. I was furious right now. PMSing probably. I set the pregnancy test on the counter and ran down the stairs to run into him on the staircase.

He gave me a dirty look and said "Watch where you're going!" Then he stormed up to our room. I was not letting him get away with this one. We are having a baby and he needs to get his shit together.

I stormed up the stairs into the room and saw him taking off his shirt. I ran behind him and tapped him on the shoulder and said "What the hell us wrong with you?"

He turned around to say "What do you mean?"

"You have been coming home drunk the last three days and going straight to bed. You never hang out with me anymore and I miss you!!"

He just stared at me and said "Well sorry that I am trying to have fun with the boys!!"

I just scoffed and said "I don't mind if you hang out with the boys I just want to hang out with you too!! You do have a girlfriend!!"

He just looked at me with that stupid blank expression and said "WELL THEN MAYBE I SHOULDN'T HAVE A GIRLFRIEND IF SHE IS BEING A BITCH!"

I stood there, in pure shock. Not only did he call me a bitch he said he didn't want me to be his girlfriend anymore. I felt tear coming just at the thought of my baby not having a father...

I was not only sad. I was more than furious. "YOU KNOW WHAT FINE THEN!! YOU WON'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH ME, A BITCH!! ME AND YOU ARE OVER AND WE ARE LEAVING!!"

I stormed out of the room with tears running down my face. I grabbed my keys and cellphone that were on the kitchen table and out the door I went.

Justin's P.O.V

Yes, I know I have been distant lately, but it's jut because I feel like I am a screw up in life. I feel like she could find someone better.

I noticed that she said the 'We are leaving.' Why would she say we if it was just her? I just shrugged it off and wen to the bathroom to clean up so that I could go find her.

I walked in the bathroom and I saw a white stick on the sink. I got closer and stopped in my tracks. It was a pregnancy test. Is she pregnant? Is that why she said we? I grabbed the pregnancy test for it to have a plus sign.

That's why she said we. That's why she took it so seriously. I couldn't believe it. I am going to be a father. I'm 19 though. I'm not ready, but I have no choice.

I ran out the bathroom and grabbed my keys knowing my phone was already in my pocket. I got in the car and drove off.

I have no idea where she could've gone. We live together so obviously she didn't go to her house. I decided to call her. I know she was most likely not going to answer I thought I might as well try.

I called an heard two rings and it went straight to voicemail. I tried again and same thing happened. I wasn't giving up on her and our baby. So I tried again. This time it just went straight to voicemail because she probably turned off her phone.

I sighed and pulled over on the side of the street. I ran my hands through my hair in frustration. I punched the steering wheel and just broke down.

I cried for about ten minutes until it hit me. She is on the hill, the hill where we had out first date, the hill we had out first kiss, the hill I first said 'I love you' to her. That hill meant everything to us. Thats where we go when we are stressed or hurt.

I drove to hill as fast as I could without trying to get pulled over. About five minutes went by and I was there. I noticed her car was there so I knew she was there. I walked up the hill to see her sitting there. Her back was facing me so she didn't see me.

Just as I was about to say something. I saw her put her hand up to her stomach and sob. My heart broke right there. I did this to her. I promised I would never do that to her.

Then she started to say something "Hey little person. I have no idea if your a girl or a boy, but ill love you no matter what. Daddy can't be with is anymore, but ill love him no matter what. I promise ill raise you all by myself and love you more than anyone could."

My heart officially broke. She sounded so hurt. The fact that se also said that I couldn't be a part of his life anymore made it even worse.

I then walked up behind her and put my hand on her shoulder and crouched down. She turned around to see it was me and started crying even more.

I whispered in her ear "I'm so sorry Helen. I love you so much. I didn't know. Please let me be a part of that baby's life. I want to be a part of its life, I NEED to be a part of his life. I'm so sorry Helen. I am so sorry."

She stopped crying and turned around to look at me. She put her hand on my cheek and caressed it. "Of course I want you to be in his or hers life, but if you act how you have been acting lately then I don't want a man like that in my baby's life." She looked at the ground.

I lifted her chin with finger and kissed her. She kissed back and I eventually pulled away. I rested my forehead on her forehead and I whispered to her "I know I fucked up, I know I could be a better person in every aspect of my life, but I will try my best to be the best I can be for not only for my life, but for the babys life, your life, and everyone else around me."

She looked into my eyes and said "I love you Justin. So fucking much."

I chuckled at her and pulled her into a hug and said "I love you too Helen, I love you too." I pulled away with the best smile on my face and said "So, I am going to be a dad."

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