Two lives one world (Sequel to the Rock Star Prince)

Chapter 14- How do i prove my love?

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Anna’s POV

I moaned in desire as Matt kissed the side of my neck, his hands sliding up my side to cup my boobs. I couldn’t stop my body from automatically pushing up into him, causing an epic reaction between the both of us.

If it wasn’t for the clock downstairs chiming I probably would have gone through with what we both knew that we were heading towards. But the chiming was enough to wake me up a little as to what was happening, though my body was still purring with please of

Matt’s touch, which was now beginning to slide down my jeans…

“Wait” I said, tilting my head up so that he couldn’t claim my mouth “Stop”

Matt paused, his hand cupping the back of my thigh, he raised his head to look into my eyes. My breath hitched in my throat, because in his eyes I saw an undeniable lust powered craving. But it was what was under it that scared me. Because under that was the look of pure love, mixed with the burning desire I had been feeling, still was.

“What?” He asked in a raw throaty voice “What’s wrong?”

Nothing was wrong, that was the problem, everything felt perfectly and completely right.

That was what scared me.

“We can’t” I said, trying to push him away “We can’t do this”

Despite my pushing, Matt was sturdy as a rock; he didn’t even cave under my pushing, though I didn’t really put much effort into it. Instead of moving, Matt took my hands and folded them over his chest.

Anna” He said “Please don’t, I can’t take this anymore”

“Take what anymore?” I asked, because it seemed like I was the one being put through the ringer.

“This” Matt said, grabbing my arms and shaking me just enough to make me jiggle “Not being able to touch you” He ran his hand through my hair “Kiss you” He leaned in and pecked my lips “To love you out loud. How can you push me away when I would trade my own soul for you?”

“Because you were untrue!” I cried, desperately wanting just to melt into his arms but fighting the urge “The point of marriage is so be faithful always, we were engaged for an hour and you smacked that down!”

“NO” Matt said, slamming the wall beside my head “I did not betray you! I swear on my life and god above I did not kiss her!”

“Then where is your proof?” I demanded “Where is Sara like you promised me? Tell me you found her and that she is prepared to give me the whole and honest truth?”

Matt’s lips formed a stiff line and I could tell by the look on his face that he hadn’t tracked down the slut yet.

“Doesn’t it matter to you at all that I haven’t been with any other woman than you?” He asked, leaning in on me so that our faces were just an inch apart, his eyes so honest that I just wanted to drop everything and give in to him.

But I just couldn’t.

Did it matter that he hadn’t been with anyone else other than me since me? Of course it did, it mattered a lot, did it matter that he was fighting for me like he would fight for his life? Absolutely

But that betrayal…..

I reached up and cupped Matt’s face between my hands, I ran my hands down his neck and back up to his cheeks, he leaned into my hand but kept his eyes on me.

“I love you so much” I whispered

“Then just stop” Matt said, taking my hands from his face and leaning in to kiss me “Just stop fighting” He whispered against my lips

“But that doesn’t change what happened” I continued, pushing him back again “That doesn’t change the fact that I trusted you and what I saw with my own eyes. Mathew things are so different now…”

I trailed off, tears leaking down my face. How could I let things get this complicated?

“Just trust me Anna” Matt pleaded “Please just trust me and stop pushing me away”

“I can’t” I sobbed “Matt I can’t”

I wanted to, so baldy. I just wanted to forget everything that had happened between us and go back to being happy again. I wanted to marry him like I thought I would.

But I couldn’t

He must have realised this as well because his hold on my arms loosened and he leaned forward so that our foreheads were touching. Reaching up, he brushed away my tears with the back of his hand.

“I will prove It to you” He said softly “I swear I will prove it to you, I just hope that I won’t be too late”

He placed his fingers under my chin and tilted my head up so that he could kiss me one last time. Softly, tenderly, there was no possession left in his touch, only defeat, and love.

He pulled away from me then, turning his back to me he walked down the hall. I didn’t move until his footsteps died and I heard the door to his office close. I slumped down to the floor, placing my head in my hands I really started to cry.

Why was love so complicated?

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

I hope everyone has had a fantastic Christmas and got everything that they wanted. I know this isnt much but i thought i would fill you in on what happened after that steamy hook up. My original plan for what was going to happen changed and i made it less um....well i just changed the way it ended out. But dont worry there will be more twists and turns to come. I am also planning a couple of more books, they may not be souley based on Matt and Anna though, im thinking of throwing one about Devin in there and maybe one about someone who isnt in the picture yet. Anyway i just thought i would let the fans that have stayed faithfull know. Have a great rest of your holiday everyone!!!

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