Two lives one world (Sequel to the Rock Star Prince)

Chapter 16

Anna’s POV

I couldn’t believe it, he had actually tracked her down, and to top it off, she was two friggen hours away.

Well so much for my day!

“So?” I asked, trying to keep whatever cool I had left in me under control.

Matt gaped at me

“So?” He repeated “So? So this could be the chance for you to know that I have been telling the truth the whole time! So that then we can be together!”

“And then what?” I practically screamed “Then we find out that I have been wrong the whole time? That we lost Rebecca for nothing? That I have spent a year hating you and you drunk for nothing? No, no I don’t want to know!”

“Anna” Matt said “Don’t think like that”

“I’m tired of having my heart drug around” I sobbed, just realising then that I was crying “I’m tired of not knowing if I hate you or if I love you.”

“Then we need to talk to Sara” Matt said

“No!” I exclaimed “I’m done Mathew!”

“No” Matt said, shaking his head back and forth “No Anna you can’t do that, not now”

“Why not?” I demanded “It’s my life”

“It’s my life to” Matt argued

“A relationship takes two, Mathew” I said, trying to dry my eyes “You can’t do it by yourself”

“You told me that if you could get an answer from Sara that you would at least try to work things out” Matt said, his eyes burning with anger “You told me you loved me!”

I bit my lip and thought about the dream that I had this morning, it was true, I did ache for him. But I was so scared, if Sara told me that it had been all her, then it meant that I had just wasted a year of my life that could have been spent with him. Not to mention we could have saved a lot of problems and maybe still had our child. How could I live with that?

“At least find out what she has to say?” Matt offered “We can work out the rest after”

I considered this, I didn’t want to know in the first place, because then if I found out if I was wrong that would mean that Matt and I had failed at life hard core for a year. But the way he was looking at me right now told me that he just wanted me to know desperately. It was making me think that maybe he really hadn’t cheated on me.

“Fine” I sighed “When can we leave?”

Matt grinned

“Right now if you want” He said

I groaned internally

Oh god!

Half an hour later I found myself buckled into the passenger seat of Matt’s Mercedes. He was sitting in the driver’s seat, wearing dark blue jeans, a white t-shirt with a black leather jacket and white rimmed sun glasses, he looked every bit the rock star he used to be and I knew he still was. I was dressed in a dark blue skinny jeans with a black tank top and a black leather jacket, my black high heeled boots reached my knee. You could say Matt and I had similar styles, though you would normally see him dressed in a suit and myself in some sort of dress in public, behind the scenes, we were just as casual as anyone else. I had my hair pulled up on a high pony tail on top of my head to expose the little tattoo I had on my neck behind my ear. It was a seahorse, no big deal, but I thought it was adorable.

“When did you get that?” Matt asked as he started the car

I shrugged

“A while ago” I said