Mind of mine.

Challenge Essay

If you never step out from the rest, then how do you expect to change the world? Ever as a kid I had always been a rebel against any idea that anyone had decided to throw into me. The day I challenged my family's beliefs on Catholicism and the overall church I knew that I was meant for something better. Well personally I believe so. What made me step out from the church and challenge them when I had the chance? Since a kid I had always loved observing the way society responds to things and I as I sat in one of the church benches one Sunday afternoon I saw the way people seemed either bored or enslaved by what was going on around them. So I taught, 'Most of these people look like they do not want to be here, so why are they wasting their time?' It came to my mind that you had to come to prove that you were a good religious person and it was necessary for your salvation or whatever. So I always debated in the issue that people can be good but they do not need to practice all these rituals and practices given by the church. Two months ago I had decided to sit down with one of my uncles, he was a father in a church and I debated on a series of issues. For example, 'Why all these practices, can we have some sort of freedom and decide over what the individual wants?' or 'Why can't women practice and do sermons and only men?' The only resource I used was a mini bible my grandma had given me to search up references and at the end I got my uncle doubting and realizing how much the church bosses had changed so many things. Since then I refuse to go to church and if I go it is because my phone is at stake. Personally I know that I will never run against the whole church and I never wished to influence others with my beliefs but I will call out something I feel is wrong. Honesty, I will never hesitate to make the same decision again to debate against what I feel is wrong but at the end I will give a good shake of hands and respect any other person's beliefs. If you ask anyone that knows me well they will mention I am really stuck up and super determined for what I believe for. For me, challenging the idea of the overall church system was hard because you go through a lot of internal battles but at the end of the day it never hurts to fight for what you believe in.

I stopped fighting for what I believed in. Why? Now in society people do not listen to what is better for you no more. We are a materialistic society slowly killing itself. Everyone is glad for the life they live in but I know they will not for long. Everything everything we have upon us turns into dusk. Yes all we are is dusk in the wind. We all turn into dusk.

I do not want to become what everyone else is becoming. It scares me thinking that one day I will perish and not be able to become what I always wanted to be. I want to be someone. The next president and to change my country into something better. The next dictator and change my country by force because they could not understand themselves. A famous movement leader. I want to move the world. That is what I meant to say.

We all have the power to step out of this prison that is invisible to the normal human eye. We all the have the power to be the next big thing that can shape all of us. Now the question is... DO you? Honestly, do you have the determination to do so? DO you have the mutual feelings of braveness. Do you want to? I hope you do. I need many people to join me. I can not stand another day the world ends because of every single ignorant person out there. Tell me you want to save the world. At Least your country or at least your home town. EVen your neighborhood. Tell me what you want to save. Because I wanna save it too... Many people honestly think I am crazy and I just smile it away. What do they want me to do? Get on my knees and cry for my right mind. Albert Einstein. I admire him. Because they taught of him as stupid and look at all the way he has gone. Yeah he died kinda early but he did so much. I do not care when I perish as long as I did something that changed the world. So my mission..

My mission is to save the world before I am gone. Everyday it is a constant struggle to breath to live and all those life things. But I get up early in the morning. I do my personal grooming. I go to school all for a purpose of being someone one day.

I do not care if what I do is not well known across the world. But I want to launch a movement that has some sort of butterfly effect across the world. I want to make my mama proud. The spirit that she is. I want to make her memory proud of me.

So when I perish it will be peaceful and I will die with a smile in my face. That gentle smile I get when something really gets to my heart.

I do not have a lot of friends. I dont mind really. Friends in highschool cause attention you do not need and that is not really helpful in my situation.

I make friends with people who I know will be big one day. Other people might not see it but I have a special way of predicting who will make it big one day. That shy kid in class who never raises his hand. Yeah expect him to be a boss of a big company you will work for in the future. I know so many things.

I will tell you more tomorrow. I need to go to bed early. It helps with my depression.