The next day at school I was excited. I would always rush to the restroom and check myself in the mirror. Fixing my short hair and the length of my jean skirt. I was never the girly type but around you I could not help but feel insecure of what you would think of me. I mean I know a guy like you was used to having girls swirling around you every second so I felt special to have the privilege of spending time with you.
I seriously could not stop thinking of our kiss together and I wanted to revive it so bad.
As beautifully as I can put it without spewing bullshit to someone who's never experienced it, a good kiss feels like:
Doing something that terrifies you to find that only good things came out of it.That sense of satisfaction you get from the tension you built up when trying to snap a piece of wood and it finally gives.Forgetting for a moment, a few seconds or a minute that anything else matters.Losing the filter in your mind of "What should I be doing right now?"Being hyper aware and unaware of anything else at the same time.Every hair on your body standing up.The unmistakable feeling that in this moment, someone wants you.
There's no violins or fireworks, the world isn't on fire and it's not the best thing you'll ever experience -- but it's fucking fantastic anyway. Well to me it was. It felt like my first kiss ever.
A passionate kiss can spike the neurotransmitter dopamine, which is linked to feelings of craving and desire. Oxytocin, known as the "love hormone," fosters a sense of closeness and attachment. ... In this way, a kiss can herald in a new romantic relationship.
Was I ready for a relationship though? I mean I was just off from my last relationship it did not feel right and I still missed my ex but he did not deserve my respect anymore.
I quicky smoked a cigarette by the gym as I waited for you to pick me up after school.
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I suddenly saw your shiny white jeep entering the school's back gate and I crushed the remaining cig under my converse. I saw your perfect smile and hazel eyes that looked more green today stare at me with amusement.
"Well hello there beautiful." You said quickly rushing out the car to open the door for me as I gave you a small peck on your cheek.
"Well hello there sir thank you." You closed the door and I could not bring myself to look at you and smile. I felt so nervous. I never felt this way before with a man. You started playing some soft rock music and I finally spoke up.
"Lets go to the river?" You nodded and smiled looking into my eyes. My heart was about to burst.
"I know how much you love the weeknd so there is this song I really like by him." You said looking through your phone's playlist.
"Let me hear it then."
It's just me and you
They couldn't see what I see in you, yeah
Cause I believe in you
You're the only one I choose
"Oh this is the beauty behind the madness album right?" I said smiling and blushing. Could this song be about me?
"Yes as you are. I really like it."
Show me your broken heart and all your scars
Baby I'll take you, I'll take you, I'll take you, I'll take you as you are
I'll take you as you are, yeah
Show me your broken parts and all your flaws
Baby I'll take you, I'll take you, I'll take you, I'll take you as you are
Little did I know that song would be the death of me and every time I heard it it would remind me of your soft plump lips and the way you lighted this fire instead of me every time we touched.
When we got to the river I stretched and caught you staring at me.
"Are you looking at my ass?" I said laughing and turning around picking out my backside.
"Of course not there is nothing to see there." You said with amusement as I gasped.
"How dare you say that?" I said as you started running away from me and I tried to catch up with you. "Come back here you coward!"
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You ran towards the river and started taking off your shoes.
"Come on let's go in I asked you to wear a bodysuit for a reason." You winked at me and I looked down and muttered the word nasty. You could not help but laugh at this.
"It is so cold." I said as I took your hand. A thousand volts of lightning striking me as I touched you.
"Want me to keep you warm sweetheart?" You said pulling me closer to you.
"No you stink." I said smiling.
"Mm really?" You said as the water reached our waist. My black body suit showing too much but then again I was born curvy so that always happened to me. "Then you do not want me to pull you closer?" You said darkly in my ear and I bit my lip. I looked up at you and pressed my lips to yours.
"I would still kiss you even if you stank." I said against you lips and you groaned and pressed your lips to mine. It got intense quickly and you picked me up and I could feel your huge guy down there pressing against me. I felt so on fire right now and wanted to rip those boxers out of you and have you right there.
We kissed for what seemed an hour and you put me down. "Come on I have to go home soon let's get dry love." I took your hand and slowly catched my breath.
We sat down on the sand and I played with your hair noticing you had white hairs.
"How old are you Albert?"
"Why do you ask?"
"Well you have some white hairs. So please do not tell me you are a 40 year old man with 2 kids and a wife waiting at home!" I said joking around.
"Oh you found out my secret." You said looking in my eyes amused. "Well that is a secret for later okay love?"
"Okay." I pressed my lips against yours as our clothes dried.
