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chapter five ; anxious feelings
The coffee shop was quiet, as normal. Camila sat in the corner of a booth, scrolling and peeking through the depths of Tumblr. Sadly, this was what she did when she had free time. When her past lover had encountered her and started a relationship, they would always talk about anything, anywhere. One of them, was the website Tumblr. She was curious and anxious enough to see what he reblogs and likes—pft, stalker.
She caught her eye on one picture, though. It was a polaroid of Shawn and Lila, hugging and laughing as they sat around the bonfire with their friends.
A burden was left in her heart after he left, and this picture burned her even more. Tears welled up in her eyes. Why was she sad? Weren't you supposed to be happy? Taking back breaths and exhaling, she held back her tears and ended up with one wipe. She gulped and scrolled down.
"God, why?" She whispered as another polaroid popped up with the caption being, "Sitting around the bonfire with my lovely—she's probably going to burn her marshmellow and blame it on me :( but it's okay! Haha."
And right then, she wanted to curl up in a ball and die. Painfully, but quickly.
She ripped the piece of paper and scribbled a few things, tears gushing down her cheeks.
Dear Shawn,
I can't believe you moved on. I'm not mad or anything, even if I truly am, but I just can't believe you did it so quickly. In months? You are the only thing on my mind! And God, I hate you so much. For making me think I loved you.
I got so attached and now here I am, in front of a coffee shop, pouring my feelings down on a piece of paper that I know for sure, you will not read. And it's all, everything, your fault. I, hate you Shawn Mendes.
And the bad thing? I can't let you go.
Camila.
A groan fell from her lips as she folded it up and threw it in her bag.
What did she need? Drinks. Everything, everything she needed was drinks to calm her down and fuel her up.
Because apparently, that's what you do in case of a broken heart.
And Camila Cabello, not proudly at all—had a broken heart.
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