Don't Hate Me Cause I'm Beautiful

Chapter 6

Pamela's POV
Today is finally, the day I'm going to audition for SM. I'm so excited, I could do a flip! (I'm not flexible) But you know what I mean:)

I wasn't the only one who was super excited. Rachel and Miss Eve were Super excited too!

Well, I really cannot wait to audition, I've been practicing very hard for this day! The day that I may finally fulfil Mark's dream!

I will never forget him...
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<flashback>
"Hey Pam! I bet you can't catch me!" Mark shouted. He was running off with my guitar, again.

"Mark! You know I'm already going to catch like all the other 26 times you did this..." I shouted back, giggling at Mark making silly faces at me. Besides Rachel, Mark was the only close friend I had. He understood me and I understood him. We had the same interests. We always had similar feelings toward a situation.

The thing is,
I really liked Mark. Not as a friend, but as a, you know, umm...crush...

I really hoped that he had the same feelings as me! Like what we always do.

But one fine day, when we were practicing in the music room our own song entitled,"Loving you". Suddenly Miss Eve entered the room, asking for Mark. "Mark, I need you in the office now." She said.

"Ok... " Mark said and he stared at me before he left, with a "hope you'll understand" look. And then he left. For good.

I cried everyday, wondering where Mark had went, but then nobody would tell me. I fell into a state of depression, and it was very severe. That was how I got close to Miss Eve. She started to look out for me a bit more than the other orphans. One day, she finally decided to tell me what happened to Mark.

"Dearie, Mark has been adopted, to the Lee family. He told me not to tell you, in case you went crazy, but look, you still are crazy, so I decided to just tell you. Well, he's trying out for SM too, and he hopes to get in. He said that he would write a letter to you about the audition because he knows you too want to try out right?" She comforted me in a gentle voice.

I sobbed a soft "yes" before hugging Miss Eve tightly. "It's just that I miss him so much..." I wept.
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I still really miss him, but after hearing that news, I knew that he would be safe and that comforted me a lot. However...
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<continuation of flashback>
I waited and waited for his letter. I waited days, weeks, months and years for his letter. But it never came. I thought,"Did he already forget about me? Because I really cannot forget him. Mark-ah, where are you? Please remember me..." And a tear rolled down my cheek. I will never forget him, the special boy...
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Hey! It's the Super ugly author vicvivix!

I'm terribly sorry for not updating often, it's just that this book is Super hard to write and I need ideas. Please comment on what you think will happen next! It's pretty hard to make a new chapter but I'll start on it! Sorry if this story is taking super long.

Working hard for you guys,
Fighting!!
~Vicvivix