Insight ~ Justin Bieber Fanfic

Chapter 17 ~Because of Me~

But I'm not falling in love with her piece by piece anymore. I'm in love with the whole girl. Every single piece of her.

~Colleen Hoover

* Justin's P.O.V *

"What do you mean you don't know?!?" I yelled at the figure that stood in front of me.

"Stop yelling at me! I just entered the bathroom and found him lying on the floor! I don't know what happened!" Valerie argued back as she folded her arms across her chest.

"Bullshit" I muttered as I stepped close to Chaz.

I could feel her glare back at me as she sighed and sat down.

Maybe I was a little too harsh on her.

But who doesn't know what happened? She's so negligent.

"You're so unaware of things-it's sick" I mumbled as I sat near her.

"Can you shut up? Ever since we got here all you've doing is yelling at me! Is it my fault that Chaz randomly out of no where was found on the floor? I mean you act like this is all my fault and like I'm hiding something! I'm not! So can you please leave me alone?"

She ranted completely out of breath.

I was completely in utter disbelief.

I didn't know she had it in her.

"Jesus! Would you keep it down! You're so l-"

"Stop yelling at my girlfriend, Justin" a familiar voice spoke from my left.

Both Valerie and I looked at the figure that was lying on a hospital bed so solemnly.

"Chaz! You're okay!" Valerie yelled as she leaped towards Chaz.

I rolled my eyes, it disgusts me seeing them so close together.

Just disgusts me.

I shook my head in abomination as I walked towards the bed.

"You feeling alright man?"

"I'm okay. What happened? And why are you going all delirious on my girlfriend?"

Hearing that word 'girlfriend' to address Valerie makes me shiver.

Why are they even together? They barely know each other.

I know more things about Valerie than he'll ever know- at least more important things.

Sure he knows she had issues to land up in a rehab facility but what else does he know?

Does he know she's there because of her fam-

"Justin?" Chaz spoke up stiffing up interrupting me.

I stared at him for what seemed like a while until I spoke up.

"I was yelling at her because when I asked her what happened to you she claimed to 'not know' " I said using air quotes for my last few words.

He let out a small yet audible sarcastic laugh.

"Like you know. Even I don't know. You can't possibly get angry at her for something that's out of her control-"

"Chaz, forget it. It's stupid and it's in the past, leave it there"

I flicked my eyes towards Valerie, gazing at her with so much curiosity.

What is she hiding under that fragile body?

There's so much diggin deep down there, that I yet need to discover.

She's so solemn, weak, and broken.