CLOSE (Josh Dun x Reader) ✧ idkbrooklyn (#Wattys2017)

fourteen

-Your P.O.V-

"What do you mean? Why?" Josh asks with a look of worry on his face.

"I can't stop thinking about her. I think she wants to see me." I explained to Josh who has yet to let go of me.

I try to pull away from his grasp but he grabs my other hand.

"(Y/N), you can't just leave. I'm sure your sisters okay." Josh says, trying to re-assure me.

"Josh, please, let me do this."

"No, (Y/N)! I'm not going to let you leave in the middle of the tour." Josh snapped.

I take a step back and stare into Josh's eyes.

Josh stares back.

I could just run.

Right now.

I could take the keys to the van and just go.

I gotta. I have to go help my sister.

"I'm sorry." I start sprinting away from Josh immediately.

"(Y/N)!" Josh calls after me.

"Josh! Come on, we gotta get on stage!" Tyler yells from about fifteen feet away.

Josh looks at Tyler then back at me, then back at Tyler.

He sighs before following Tyler to the stage.

I quickly hop into the van about to start the engine when my mind starts racing with thoughts.

I sigh.

"What am I doing?" I mumble to myself as I face palm.

Leaving? Just vanishing in the middle of the best thing that's ever happened to me?

Leaving Josh, the greatest person in the world, the guy I love more than anythin-

Wait.

Love?

I love Josh?

I feel my body start to become paranoid.

Oh no.

Ohhh no.

No!

I can't love Josh!

Josh wouldn't even feel the same way about me.

We've only been dating for like a month now!

Am I stupid?

I groan.

This is ridiculous.

I have to speak to Karma about this.

I quickly find her contact in my phone and start to call her.

She picks up after about the second ring.

"Hey! G and I were wondering where you-"

"I love Josh!" My breath heavy as I interrupt her conversation.

No response.

"Where are you?" She asks.

"I'm in the van."

"Stay there. I'm on my way."

-Time Skip-

-Josh's P.O.V-