(A/N: I KNOW I HAVENT UPDATED IN FOREVER IM SO SORRY IM AWFUL I KNOW ANYWAY HOPE U LIKE THE CHAPTER NO I HOPE U LOVE THE CHAPTER EVEN THO ITS QUITE SHORT I APOLOGIZE I JUST FEEL LIKE I OWED U AN UPDATE SO HERE U GO LOVE U)
-JANUARY-
THE FIRST DAY OF THE BROKEN CASTLE TOUR
-Your P.O.V-
"I seriously don't know what I'm gonna do without you."
Josh continued to whine the entire car ride.
Today was the first day of my band's tour.
I was kind of freaking out.
But also really sad because I'm gonna miss Josh more than anything.
"I'm gonna miss you too, Dunshine." I wink.
"You're still gonna call me that?" Josh rolls his eyes, grinning.
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"Of course." I shrug.
Josh placed a kiss upon my cheek and we eventually arrived at the destination.
I look to see Karma, Grayson and Victoria all waiting by what I'm assuming is my band's tour bus.
Looking at Josh nervously, my eyebrows furrowing, I place my hand in his.
Josh gives my shaking hand a squeeze before we let go and both get out of the vehicle.
We walk over, hand-in-hand, to the rest of my band mates.
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They all immediately wrap me in a hug, having not seen me in a few weeks.
We still talked when the Blurryface tour was over, obviously, but I was usually hanging out with Josh, considering I wouldn't be seeing him as much.
"You ready?" Grayson asks.
Memories start to appear in my mind to the very first day of the Blurryface tour.
I wasn't even ready then, I definitely am not ready now.
"Not that I have a choice." I chuckle. "But, although I am nervous, I'm also really excited." I shrug.
Josh grins as he once again squeezes my hand.
I look up at him.
"We'll...leave you two alone for a bit." Karma gestures Grayson and Victoria inside the tour bus as she follows them.
I turn to Josh, taking both of his hands into mine.
We look at each other for a little while.
I'm sure we're thinking of the same thing.
"I love you." We both say simultaneously.
We blush and giggle as we take a step back out of awkwardness.
After that, I inhale and sigh.
Josh is my best friend, he's everything to me. I don't know what I'd do without him.
I love him so much more than he probably realizes.
"You know, this never would've happened without you." I say.
"What do ya mean?" Josh looks confused.
"Without you, and well Tyler, none of this would've even happened." I explain.
Josh steps a bit closer to me.
"You guys decided to have Broken Castle on the tour, I found my sister because of you guys, I became a better person because of you guys...You're everything, Josh." I grin, tears welling up in my eyes.
Josh places his warm hands on my blushing cheeks and wipes the tears away from my (e/c) eyes.
"You're everything too, Sunshine. I seriously mean that."
I smile, my eyes glistening.
"You've taught me so much, I've grown even more because of you. You're my entire world plus some. I love you more than anything, (Y/N)." Josh says, now grinning.
He places his lips on mine for about 30 seconds as flashbacks run through my mind non-stop and thoughts of how much I love Josh carve into my brain.
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I wrap my arms around Josh before speaking.
"Thank you."
A/N: I KNOW SHORT CHAPTER AH IM SORRY BUT HEY YOURE ABOUT TO LEAVE FOR TOUR AGAIN HOW DO U FEEL????
ANYWAY IM SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED IN SO LONG IVE BEEN DOING MORE RECENTLY (SHOCKING, RIGHT?) AND HAVENT REALLY FOUND THE TIME TO UPDATE BUT HERE YA GO!!!
