Best Friends

Chapter 10

Shawn's POV-----

I hate the Sam moved on so fast.
But I guess I can't blame her- I was the one to break up with her.
Hannah texted me yesterday-
Convo:

Hannah: hey, I heard ur single😋
Me: yep....
Hannah: wanna go out sometime?❤️
Me: maybe. Idk. Where would we go? I'm on Magcon tour.
Hannah: I could take Sam's place on the tour. Since you guys broke up. 😘
Me: she is part of the family. Can't do that. She's dating Matt.
Hannah: oh well. I'll try to come to the next Magcon ☺️😘
Me: okay😊

So we're not actually dating. But we're talking.
She's actually not too bad. But I still like Sam.
I miss our midnight FaceTime calls, me giving her piggy back rides, riding to school, and so much more.
I think she misses me too. As soon as I said Hannah she looked offended. I didn't mean to offend her- I just want her to know that I've moved on too.

Sam's POV-----

I ran and jumped on my bed and bursted into tears. I couldn't breathe. I felt like I had just swallowed a dry pill.
Shawn and I didn't share a room anymore.
Matt & I did. Shawn and Carter share a room now.
"Sam?" Someone knocked on the door.
"Who is it?" I said through the tears.
"Shawn." The voice echoed.
"What do you want?" I asked.
"Can we talk?" He asked.
"Sure." I sat up and wiped the tears from my cheeks.
Shawn opened the door and walked in.
He sat right beside me on the bed.
"What do you want to talk about?" I asked pretending that I didn't know.
"Us." His words surprised me.
I thought he would say our friendship...or something like that. Not 'us'.
"Oh. What us? There was never an us." I got defensive.
"Sam, I've always liked you. I just didn't know how to show it or explain it." I was listening to him but my eyes kept trailing off to his lips.
Oops.
Then his eyes darted from my eyes to my lips.
WHAT???? Does he want to kiss me? HECK NO!!! IM WITH MATT?!?! What does he think he's doing?

He started to lean in. Naturally I did too. Then our lips touched.
I pulled away after 2 seconds.
"Shawn! I'm dating Matt." I said scooting away.
"You weren't there for me. And Matt was." I got up in front of Shawn.
"Sam, I'm sorry. I just can't stand you being with someone else." He said.
"Shawn, I need a break from you. We shouldn't have fake dated. It ruined everything." I said.
"Maybe, but it was the best time of my life."
Shawn's words surprised me.
"Shawn. You didn't like me. I came to you and told you that I liked you. And you said you didn't like me back. So I backed off. Then today you told me that you're with Hannah! What the heck Shawn?? She is your stalker!!!" I started to scream.
Shawn stood up right in front of me.
He bent down to look me in the eye.
"I love you." He was serious. I could tell.
"I love you too." I looked up at him.
He leaned in and kissed me.
I kissed back until.....
"Sam! What the heck?" Matt yelled.
I pulled away from Shawn and looked at Matt.
He stood there with tears in his eyes.
"Matt!" I screeched in surprise.
"Why were you kissing Shawn? You & I are together." His face turned red and it started to scare me. He ran out of the room.
"Great!" I threw myself onto the bed.
"Sam, I'm sorry. But do you love him too?" Shawn asked.

No. I only love you Shawn. That's what I was thinking in my head.
"No." I laid there.