♪When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for a moment you could hardly breathe
-Dreaming With A Broken heart (John Mayer)
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Michi's POV
"Why are you doing this to me? I did all of those just to protect you." He said.
"Protect me? But the damage is done. We need to stop this."
"Why are you giving me up? Why?" He asked as he was crying.
I opened my eyes. Another dream of him again. I sat from my bed and leaned my back at the pillow. I sighed and held my head. His voice I can clearly hear but his face I can't barely see.
Someone opened the door and went in. It was Lay holding a tray.
"Good morning my love. Rise and shine! I cooked your breakfast." He said as he sat at the side of my bed and put down the tray at the table. He cooked some scrambled eggs, pancakes, banana and coffee, my all-time favorites. He knew me very well.
He leaned closer to kissed my forehead as he held my face in between his hands. "Another dream again? Hmm?" He asked.
I nod my head. He pulled me closer and hugged me tight as his fingers stroke my hair.
"Don't worry okay. I love you." He whispered.
I pulled away and stared in his eyes. "I love you more my love."
He ruffled my hair. "Let's eat." He said and smiled.
I rubbed my stomach. "The smell of eggs and pancakes made me more hungry." I said.
"Well then, I'll feed you." He said as he sliced the pancake and asked me to open my mouth.
"You are spoiling me." I mumbled as I was savoring the pancake in my mouth.
He leaned at me closer. "Don't talk when your mouth is full." He said and smiled.
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Suho's POV
I opened my eyes and checked my alarm clock. It was already 10 o'clock in the morning. My head aches because of the hang over from the party last night. I get up from my bed and headed to take a warm shower.
After that, I put my clothes on and brush my teeth. As I was looking myself in the mirror, I thought again of her last night. Did I really hurt her that much that she pretended like she didn't know me?
Why it hurts so much when someone you loved already moved on and here you are still yearning, wishing that she still loves you? But it would be very impossible, she's getting married with my friend.
I wanted to talked to her even just for the last time.
My thoughts were interrupted as my phone was ringing. I rushed to my bed and reached for my phone.
"Yeoboseo?" I asked.
"Suho, its me Lay. Are you busy?" He inquired.
"No, why?" I answered.
"Let's catch up. Wanna go out?" He offered.
I was thinking that Lay might be bringing Michi and that would totally be awkward. But I miss talking with Lay, we didn't have a chance to talk last night because I was still intimidated being with her. I might breakdown. However, I guess I need to face the truth, I need to be courageous enough to face her.
