"She was my dream. She made me who I am, and holding her in my arms was more natural to me than my own heartbeat. I think about her all the time. Even now, when I'm sitting here, I think about her. There could never have been another."
-Noah Calhoun (The Notebook)
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Michi's POV
As I opened my eyes, I found myself lying in a bed, in Lay's guest room.
"Good morning Ma'am. How are you feeling?" A woman dressed in all white asked me.
Is she an angel? Am I in heaven? Am I dead already? I shook my head.
She chuckled. "I'm so sorry I forgot to introduce myself first. I'm nurse Jane. Mr. Yixing told me to look after you because he had a meeting today with their manager." She said.
"Aah okay." I replied as I got up and sat at the side of the bed.
"Are you hungry?" Nurse Jane asked.
I looked at the wall clock, it was already past ten in the morning. I didn't know I slept that long. I could feel my stomach grumble.
I nodded.
"Okay just wait here okay. I'll bring your breakfast. Mr. Yixing prepared it especially for you." She said as she winked at me.
"Thanks Nurse Jane." I replied. Then she already left the room.
I remebered again what happened last night. How am I supposed to tell it to Lay? I betrayed him. It was such a shame.
But his kiss, how his lips crushed into mine, the emotions running through my head was like I had been seeking all these years.
Who are you Suho in my life? Who are you in my past?
Then I noticed there was something tucked under the pillows. I pulled it out. It was a big brown envelope. I checked it out, someone had already opened it first.
Then a small note fell from it. It was handwritten.
If it's the right time to tell her
Let her be the first one to see this
I don't care if she remembers me or not
You told me to help you
So here is a piece of truth
-Suho
From Suho? Is the "her" she was referring to, was me? I'm so confused.
Then I pulled out a card from the envelope. It seemed like it was an old card.
And as I opened it, my eyes widened on what I had seen.
It was a collage of pictures.
Our pictures. It was me and Suho.
As I looked at the pictures one by one, flashes of memory were clouding up in my mind.
Then there was a message underneath. It was also handwritten and it was familar because it was MY handwriting.
Every moment we shared
I treasured
Every moment we're apart
I just looked inside my heart
And I always found you there
I love you
