♪So many questions
But the answers are so few
What I really know is
I love you
-So Many Questions (Side A)
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Suho's POV
Every morning I wake up, I find myself wasted, my headaches, my whole system is down. Every night, I would drown myself with alcohol, a temporary remedy to the pain I'm feeling.
I destroyed the life of the girl that I dearly love.
It has been a week after that conversation with Lay.
It has also been a week that I'm going insane, thinking of her, thinking on how she had suffered, thinking that I should I have been by her side during those times.
All I want right now is to talk to her, to hug her, to kiss her until she remembers me and tell her that I am the guy in her dreams. I am the voice in his head that keeps haunting her every night.
But I can't do that, I'm afraid. What will I do? I couldn't hide forever from her. I couldn't lie to my friend that all along I am the guy he has been looking for.
What about our friendship? What about my feelings?
So many questions in my mind.
Then my phone was ringing, I checked who was it. It was Lay calling.
"Yeoboseo?" I said.
"Suho are you free today?" Lay asked.
"Ahh yeah. Why?" I inquired.
"I was calling the rest but it seems like all of them are busy. Michi's quite bored, let's go out!" Lay happily said.
Going out with Michi? I would end up being the third wheel and being with her I don't think I could control myself.
But I still agreed to come and I ended up even suggesting that we spend our time at our villa.
Lay thought that it was a great idea.
What am I thinking? Am I too masochistic? Just thinking about her causes me pain. How much more seeing and being with her?
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Michi's POV
We were on our way to Suho's villa. I'm excited but a bit disappointed that the rest of Lay's friend are not coming. I was looking forward to actually know them more. I all find them happy to be with especially Chanyeol and Baekhyun. They were so hyperactive that night.
Among the 12 of them, it was Suho who seemed to be a quite one. I hope that I could talk to him more. It will be good to know all my fiance's friends.
Who would have thought that I will be marrying one of the members of EXO. The first time I met Lay, I didn't know he was a member of a famous boyband not until he told me that is why he was shocked that I don't know him. I guess it was a relief on his part that I had an amnesia.
But despite of him being famous and all, he was able to keep our relationship in private. My parents totally adore him because of that. And when the time he proposed to marry me, I say yes without hesitation because it was him why I would like to continue living. He brought me back to life, he made me believe in love again.
I was smiling while I watched him driving. He knew I was looking at him though his eyes were fixed on the road.
"My love are you too distracted with my handsomeness?" He asked as he looked at me and winked.
