♪So you sailed away into a gray sky morning
Now I'm here to stay , love can be so boring
Nothing's quite the same now, I just say your name now
But it's not so bad, you're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back, you're just the best I ever had
- Best I Ever Had (Vertical Horizon)
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Suho's POV
They say the truth shall set you free. But why am I suffering?
Is it wrong to hope everyday that one day she will come back to me?
Is it wrong that I never forgot her?
Is it wrong to keep that love alive in your heart?
Tell me. I guess the only mistake that I had done was that I just let her leave me and I didn't had enough courage to fight for our love.
I closed my eyes as I slumped myself on the floor.
I recall the day she broke up with me at the bookstore. It was like a worse nightmare of my life.
Tears were falling from my eyes. Why does fate seemed to turned its world down on me?
The first time I met her, I felt like I was the luckiest man on earth but now I felt the opposite. I am unlucky because I hurted her. I am unlucky because she is now happy with someone else. I am unlucky that now my friend hates me.
But honestly, I don't know how can I eradicate my love for her.
She was the best girl that I ever had in my life.
She will always be.
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Lay's POV
"Doc, what happened? Is she okay?" I asked.
"Yes, she's just fine. Make sure that she'll drink her painkillers. And also don't ever let her be stressed out. The pain she felt in her head was probably still the side effect of her surgery. Tell her to rest well. Arraso?" The doctor replied.
"Thank you doc. I will." I replied.
"Well then I'll go ahead. Just call me if there's an emergency." He said.
I accompanied him to our front door and he bidded goodbye.
I immediately went back to the guest room where Michi is.
I gently opened the door as not to interrupt her sleep. I sat at the side of her bed as I caressed her cheeks. They were so soft.
She was the most precious one that I have more than expensive diamonds and treasures in the world.
But still how did he take to hurt her? I couldn't believe that all this time that guy was my friend. Why of all guys in the world, it was Suho?
How am I suppose to tell it to her that I already knew the guy in her dreams? I don't want to lie and hide this from her. She has the right to know.
But what if she found out? What if they go back together? Suho still loves her. I saw it in his eyes. I could sense it.
What if she would wake up one day and remember everything in the past? Including their memories together?
What if she realized that she still loves him?
And what if she leaves me?
NO! I shook my head. It would be impossible. I know she loves me and I love her more than anything.
She will never leave me because whatever happens she is only mine.
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Michi's POV
"Leave me now but I will be forever waiting for you." He said.
I looked down and he was still holding my hand and as I slowly looked up.
Now I could barely see his face.
Finally.
I opened my eyes. It was only a dream.
Where am I? Why am I lying in a bed?
As I turned my head aside, a handsome face welcomes me. He was sleeping next to me. He looked so innocent. Then I realized that our hands were intertwined.
I leaned closer to kiss gently the tip of his nose.
Then he slowly opened his eyes, he must've felt my kiss.
"Hi angel!" I whispered as I smiled.
He also smiled. He leaned his face closer to mine and kissed my lips. It was so gentle but it was so sweet.
Then he kissed my forehead.
"I love you. Are you feeling better? Hmm?" Lay said as he carressed my cheeks this time.
"Yes because you made me better." I replied and smiled.
He was about to get up from bed but I caught his hand as I was pulling him back.
"Why?" He asked.
"Stay here beside me. Please?" I begged.
Without hesitation, he lie down again beside me. I rested my head in his arm while his finger stroke my hair and his other hand was at my waist as he rubbed my back.
"I'm glad you stayed." I whispered.
"I will always be here until you want me to." He replied as he kissed my forehead.
I burn my face in to his chest as he pulled me closer.
I wanted to tell him that I already saw the face of the man in my dreams. He was now visible. I don't know if I would believe what I had seen.
Lay wouldn't believe me too.
But I don't want to ruin this moment.
I closed my eyes and went back to sleep.
