Love at first sight (Austin Mahone Fan Fiction)

Chapter 32

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Songs of the chapter:

Clocks: Coldplay

How to save a life: The Fray

All in: Lifehouse

*El's POV*

What is Hate?

Hate. A strong word. One of the worst in the book. When you just go out there saying, I hate this, oh I hate that on you, and ew that is just, ewww, no. Hate. A mean word. Something that is not very friendly. Something that can kill a person's confidence. There hope! There skinny body. How beautiful they are, but "Hate' Can mostly kill someone will just one saying those three mean, disusting words, one of the most uglest words, and the one that kills people is, 'I Hate You'. Just three words can kill someone and there hole life planned ahead of them. Just say those three words and say someone's name after it. YOU will regret it... or you mite not. I know I have said some very gross words, but do I regret them? Sure, as hell I do! I never liked it when someone said 'I hate you El!' 'Yeah, that's right you better put make up on' OR when someone says 'Jesus, a garonala bar, babe?' Austin said that one. He said all of them. I sometimes when I dated Austin that  when Jake came up to me. I wished that I could have given him a second chance. I cut cause of what Austin said.

It is my fault I let it bother me. I shouldn't have. I shouldn't have. I just shouldn't have. I know I am weak but I am something that can't be fixed. Not even my Father can fix me. Only Myself and God.

-She is still missing.

Its all my fault. Everything that has been happening. Everything. I can't stop my hand from moving on the page. Everything is coming out of me and my hand won't stop moving. I am crying. My hand won't stop. I can't stop. I can't stop the pain. I can't stop anything anymore. I can't stop anything but I know one thing I can stop.

I shot up, sweat running down my head. I look over to see the one person I thought was so gone. The one person that I thought would never be back.

It was all a dream. Everything Austin said to me. Everything Ryan said, everything. IT was a Dream. Everything was made up. My dream told me not all nightmares come true but this one is going to come true and I know it. All of it was fake. IT will happen some day. IT will all come to an end.

I look over to see those hazel eyes looking straight into my coal gray ones.

I sit up and hug him in a bone crushing hug.

"Austin I am so sorry." I say in between crys.

"Um. Sorry Elizibeth but I don't know who Austin is. Should I be worried." The husky voice. The writing.  The stares. The yelling. Austin wasen't real. IT was all my head.

Nothing was real. Everything was fake. Jake is not real. My dad is not real. My mother is not real. My sister, my brother.

Everything that was happening. I sit up and look at where I am. 

I am in the hospital. I am sitting up in my chair. I can't feel my hands. I can't move my neck. I can only blink. Everything is a blur. Nothing is real. NOt even me. I am gone. I am a ghost.

I walk out of the chair and look who is sitting on the hospital table. Austin. Sitting on the table. I try to run. I can't. Someone is holding me back. I look around to see Austin holding me. I start freaking out. I look back to see Austin still sitting on the table but someone s till holding onto my shoulder.

"Let me go!" I scream but nothing comes out .

"Please" I mouth but they don't understand me.

I look around and see Austin everywhere. I get out of the grip and see everything going in slow motion. Austin is every where. Looking for someone. Something. But that is when I realized. Austin is not in the Hospital.

I am. 

Hey guys. I know this chapter is pretty short but it is Monday and I didn't have a lot of homework! Woahhhh. haha. I love you crazy MOFOS. I know right know it is confusing but I promise it will get better! I love you guys so much.

-Michy