Tangled in the great escape (Gerard way / my chemical romance)

Chapter 9

It had been about a week since Gerard and started dating. I have to admit the thought of getting caught made it just that much more interesting. The more I spent time with Gerard the more I felt as if he was hiding something like he was to scared of getting close. I have to just push these thoughts to the corners of my mind and leave them for dead.

I had been skeptical of Gerard's intentions, but something about the way he looked at me sent shivers down my spine. Emily decided she wanted Gerard back and made it very known by calling and texting at all hours. I was glad I had the dorm as a sanctuary when I was there no noise no calls just my music and my thoughts. Christmas was coming up and that meant the semester would be done and I would be going home. Gerard had convinced the girls and me to stay an extra week so we can stay at their house. I was getting nervous Gerard and I had not had sex yet and what if I was bad? Well I didn't have time to think about things like that I was late for art. I walked into the room the loud motion of the door made the whole class turn their heads.

"I-I am sorry Mr.Way " I stuttered

"Just take your seat lex." He glared at me

I hope he doesn't think I am dating him for good grades or anything. The rest of the class period was filled with painting. The class finally ended I picked up my things and was heading for the door.

"Lex can you stay a minute." Gerard asked

I closed the door and turned back around. I walked over to Gerard

"Yes Mr.Way?" I asked

He pulled me into him and kissed my neck.

"You know I kept you after class I know you have been very bad and now you have to be punished." He winked

I laughed from the cliche he used, but at the same time it was pretty sexy. He continued to kiss down my neck his lips pressed against my skin felt amazing. He picked me up and placed me on the desk running his hands up and down my sides.

"Gerard I have to tell you something." I looked at him "I am sort of a virgin."

"What?" he asked

"Well I have gotten close to having sex once or twice it just never happened." I said looking down

He picked my head up and cupped my face gently " if you don't want to have sex right now we don't have to." He smiled

"I want to just not here. we have the week to spend together before I leave."

He looked back at me and helped me off the desk.

"Okay." He said

Gerard went and sat behind his desk. I started to feel really bad. I walked over to him and sat in his lap nuzzling my face into his neck.

"You don't hate me do you?" I whispered in his ear

"I could never hate you." He said

I gave him a kiss on the cheek he closed his eyes. I liked seeing the pleasure I gave him from just one kiss. I slowly moved down to his neck leaving a trail of kisses. I gently bit him on his collar bone. He began moaning quietly. I loosened his tie and pulled it off. Unbuttoning the top of his shirt I gently kissed the flesh peeking out of every button I undid. He tilted his head back the moans getting a little bit louder. The kisses finally led down his chest to his stomach. I finally made it down to his pants just as I was about to unzip I could hear the door handle jiggling. I stayed under his desk Gerard buttoning what he could. I heard a female voice I was sure it was Emily.

"Fuck." I whispered

Her heels slowly clacked to Gerard's desk.

"Emily what are you doing here?" He asked

"Well just seeing you the other day made me realize how much I miss you."

"It's over Emily you left me."

She made her way to Gerard he scooted his chair further in so she couldn't see me.

"Gerard you know you want me back."

"N-no I don't Emily I loved you once and you fucked up."

"I was just scared and now I am ready for us to give this another try."

"Emily I am with someone and I think I might love her." Gerard said looking down

"You don't love her you may think you do, but she will always just be a rebound." Emily said

I tried to keep everything down I wanted to kick her ass.

"You know what Gerard I will let this phase pass have your fun with her and when you are ready you can come back to a real women." Emily scoffed

She walked out of the class room the door slamming shut behind her. The room fell silent for a bit, I sat under his desk wanting for whatever this was to end. Gerard slowly moved his chair back putting his hand out to help me up.

"Gerard do you love me?" I asked I looked into his eyes hoping to find the answer.

He looked away for a second then looked back at me

"Yes I do love you even though I shouldn't." Gerard said taking my hands

"Do you still love Emily?" I asked

"Not like how you think I did love her, but the feeling of being in love with her is long gone." He smiled

Gerard kissed my forehead and I left the room. So many thoughts flooded my mind as I walked back to the dorm. I had the feeling someone was looking at me. As I turned around I saw what looked like Emily parked in a car staring at me. I walked faster finally making it to the dorms. Shit now she is going to know I am a student. She can now use this a leverage to get Gerard right where she wants him.