The Pregnancy Pact

Autumn

August, 17, 2016 12:03 pm

After lunch my belly hated me so much. I could not hold down any food barely. I have no clue what I am going to say to Matt if I am pregnant since he has no clue about the pact that we made. Also, what my parents are going to say. I mean my mom already has things going to begin with her back and everything. On the bright side she is teaching me how to cut, dye and style hair and many other things too so that I can do that to pay for things. I am scared about this and what is going to happen and everything. Why did I do this. What if he leaves me or something because of it. Well I don't think he will do that since he loves me and I love him. We have also been together for so long.
Well I am going to see what the test says and hope for the best. The last thing I want to do is loose him or be looked at differently because of this pact that I made a couple years ago without knowing anything and what a tole on my life it will take bringing another person into this world will do. I think that I will be a good mom and I won't be the only person who knows what I am going through since everyone else in the pact that will know about everything.