Breaking the Habit//Gratsu

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A/n: Tbh I didn't expect anyone to comment but I'm glad some of you did. Thank you for that because it had given me the motivation to type up another chapter in less than a week. I guess comments really do make me want to update faster.

The story, will be coming to an end soon at maybe chapter 40? Idk but for now that is the number I am predicting.

Watch out for Mr. Unknown.

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"Don't let your mindset become what controls you, speak right now and make the choice to grow."

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Natsu's point of view:

"It's not your fault Natsu."

"Yes, it is. I am the cause for you going back to how you were before. You said the last time you did this was in freshman year and then you started again since you thought you wouldn't be good enough for me. Gray I have grown to like you more and more. I don't deserve you. Especially right now. I am hurting you when I was the one afraid of being hurt."

My throat was so hoarse from how hard I had been crying.

I had found Gray vomiting intentionally.

He explained everything to me.

I concluded that even though he wasn't doing it for me anymore it was my fault he was getting back to being bulimic.

Gray clung onto me bawling his eyes out while my tears were slowly coming to an end. I held him closely.

He had done so much for me and now it was my turn to aid him.

"Natsu," He croaked.

"I-it's n-not your fault. It was my choice. It had been going on for ages, long before you. Don't blame yourself for what I can't stop doing."

"I'm going to help you," I said holding him tightly.

"We'll help each other." He mumbled and his hands wrapped around my waist.

His mouth laid on mine and he put pressure on my bottom lip making me gasp. His tongue danced around in my mouth and I pushed against him making the kiss deeper and passionate.

My eyes were watery and my face was instantly wet.

We were both crying. Whether it was for the same reasons I did not know.

All I did know was that he made a place in my heart and that he was very special to me.

I would protect him from anything.

Ultimately, he is too good for me. He is the brightest star in my galaxy while I barely glow.

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Normal point of view:

'I apologize Natsu.' A raven thought.

He had bangs covering his left eye.

He stood before an unknown man that knew too much about his life and the life of his boyfriend.

He handed the man the file he had retrieved from the psychiatric hospital he snuck into. Prior to giving it to him, he had photocopied it, leaving the original behind.

"Ahh, Rogue you've finished your task early. I was expecting it tomorrow. " The man said approaching the trembling teen.

"H-here you go." Rogue stuttered, extending his hand out with the health document.