Softball... Meeting Harry Styles!

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I feel so ashamed. I did something bad.....  Almost two months without cutting..... and I failed myself.

Things got so bad that I started again on like Monday. I feel like I just betrayed everyone. I promised everyone I would stop and I just couldn't.

I'm soo sorry guys. I love you all and I hope you all will still read this book.

I'm sorry the chapter is so short. Next one will be longer.

Byee.

P.s. Thank you for 3.3K reads. :)

**** Nicole's P.O.V****

I wake up to the feeling of someone laying next to me and wrapping their arms around my waist. I open my eyes and come face to face with Harry.

"HARRY!" I exclaim wrapping my arms around his neck to give him a hug.

"Miss me love?" He chuckles tightening our hug. I pull back and give him a long, passionate kiss.

"You have no idea." I whisper pulling away. He smiles and pecks my lips.

"I missed you soo much you don't even know." He whispers burying his face in the croak of my neck. I look at the clock and see that it's 6 in the morning.

"Why are you here so early? I thought your plane landed at ten?" I ask playing with his curls.

"We caught an earlier flight." He mumbles against my neck.

"That's good. Where are the other boys?" I ask pulling the blanket over both our bodies and snuggling closer to him.

"Well Louis went to sleep. Liam and Niall went into their rooms to surprise the girls and Zayn is eating I think." He states.

"Wow. I would've thought Niall was the one to be eating." I chuckle while tracing his rose tattoo that he had recently gotten. I like it because my family symbol is the rose. I let out a muffled yawn causing Harry to chuckle. 

"Go to sleep love. I'm sorry to wake you." He says smoothing my hair out. I shake me head and sit up.

"I have to work at 8. Might as well wake up now." I state going to get up. I let out a squeal as Harry grabs me by the waist and pulls me back down on the bed. He hovers over me and pecks my lips.

"No. You're not going." He states pressing his forehead on mine. I laugh and peck his lips.

"Babe I have to go. It's my job." I state trying to push him off. He groans and drops his head into the croak of my neck.

"Why don't you just quit?" He mumbles against my neck.

"Harry I get out at 2 today if it makes you feel any better. Also you can come work out today if you want." I suggest flipping us over.

"Fine. I'll be there are noon." He says releasing me from his grip. I nod and peck his lips before jumping off the bed. I jump into the shower and quickly scrub my hair/body. I jump out of the shower and blow dry my hair. Walking back into the room I see Harry fast asleep on the bed. I slide into my undergarments and work clothes and quickly apply my makeup. I place a kiss on Harry's forehead before grabbing my things and walking downstairs. I walk into the kitchen and see someone looking in the fridge. 

"BOO!" I whisper into Zayn's ear from behind. He jumps up and nearly drops his sandwich.

"Jesus Nicole. You scared the shit outta me." He says clutching his chest.

"Well that's a nice way to greet your sister." I say sarcasm clear in my words. He rolls his eyes and gives me a hug.

"I missed you bro." I mumble into his chest.

"Missed you too." He says kissing my forehead. I puff my cheeks out and start making coffee.

"Where are you going?" He asks sitting on the counter.

"I have work until 3." I state mixing sugar into my cup.

"Boo. That's blows." He says finishing off his sandwich. I nod and bid him goodbye.

Time for a long-ish day at work.