They saved me, then they broke me...

chapter 23

Kates POV- 

"Kate? Kate?" I hear Paul shouting for me. But i cant move, i cant speak. Im just stuck. Still on the bathroom floor. After being yelled at by louis. I cant believe he said all that stuff to me. He wouldn't even hear me out! "Kate!" Paul come bursting through the door. "Oh my lord. Kate whats happened. Why did louis run off?" He knelt down in front of me. And the mention of louis, just threw me over board again. I  burst out into tears. "Should we talk about this some pace else?" He asked looking worried and sympathetic. "C-can i p-p-please ss-stay at your h-house?" I sobbed. "Oh honey of course!" He helped me up. And i caught a glance at myself in the mirror, i was a mess. My makeup running down my face, even though i wasn't wearing much at all. My eyes all red and puffy. And i actually believe this is happening right now. How much my life turned around with in a matter of minuets.. 

"So. Can you tell me what happened between you and louis?" Paul came out with a cup of tea, handing it to me as he sat beside me on the couch. "Well, you know how he went back to use the toilet?" I asked and he nodded. "Well when you were all gone, it was just me and Harry." "Oh no, dont tell me he made a move!" Paul sounded angry. "Why do you say that?" i ask. "Well he still likes you Kate. He told me. And i warned him not to do anything, he said it was hard to stay away from you." Paul informed. "Well he wasn't lying, cause he kissed me. And louis walked out and saw. He got really angry and said some terrible things to me. But paul i swear i didn't want to. I love him paul. I love him.." I broke down again. Tears pouring out, and i haven't cried this much for a long time. "Its okay Kate i know you love him, and i know he loves you!" He smiled rubbing my back soothingly. "Im not sure about that paul, iv'e really messed up!" I sniffle. "You did nothing wrong! And what exactly did he say to you? How did everything go down?" He asked. I tried to pull myself together. "Well Harry kissed me, and i was trying to stop him but his hold on me was too strong. Then he let go when we herd louis shout 'What the fuck'. Then i was like so Happy to see him, thinking he's tell Harry off or something. But then he just starts yelling at me! He was saying stuff like how could i have trusted me and that im a slut. And then when i tried to explain myself, he said i should save it, and i should go cut myself, and thats the only thing im good at. But my memory is just blank sorry" I tell paul. "Did he really. That son of a bitch, Im gonna kill him!" He went to get up but i pulled him back down. "No paul its fine!" I assure. "No Kate, he crossed the line. I don't care how mad he is, he cant say that to you. Especially when he didn't hear you out. You did absolutely nothing wrong sweetheart okay!" He pulled me into a hug as i started tearing up again. I cant believe that i actually thought something this good could last. Why would he like a worthless piece of shit like me?! Im nothing. And he's everything..

Louis's POV-

I just ran. I had to get out of there after yelling at Kate. I was just so angry. At both of them, but more about her. Probably cause i care so much. It just tore me apart seeing the girl i love with someone else. Especially when she's still mine. I should forgive her. I should have listened to her. But its like theres was something that took over me, and it would let me hear her out. 

I keep running until i end up at Stan's. Stan is my old friend from school. I cant be around my mum or sisters. I dont want to risk snapping at them too. I'll just stay here the night. Im gonna have to meet up with them anyways, tomorrow. We have a meeting to discuss song for the new album and up coming tour. So i have to go to Simon's office to meet up with the boys anyway. Im assuming Kate will be there. My guess is she's with Harry right now. God the thought of them alone together makes me sick. But i guess its my fault. I just wasn't good enough for her i guess. 

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A/N: OMG DRAMA!! Finally my plan is comming into place. So kate is falling back into her depression, trust me you'll see that in the next few chapters! Eeekk im pretty keen to write it, hope you guys are as keen to read it!! :D xxxx