They saved me, then they broke me...

Chapter 4

Eeeek. Finally, the day of the concert is here. I got really bored waiting so I decided to get ready early and spend the da in the city.

I was wearing black leather tights, to show off my skinny legs. A galaxy tank top. And my black combat boots. My long blond hair was in a high pony tail, with to strands on either side, framing my face. My make up was simple. Dark eyeliner, with mascara. Just enough to make my green eyes pop.

So I got some new cloths, ice cream, blah blah blah.. Sorry I'm not in the best of moods. I know there's no reason to be, that's just what depression does to you.. So I check the time on my phone, and decide I better start heading to the stadium.

So I reach the 'bad side of town' and I would be lying if I said I wasn't scared. It was getting dark and this sight wasn't the prettiest. So as I reach the edge of this side of town this old guy approaches me. He was like 'grandpa old'. He looked as if he was in his mid 50's. he got closer and spoke. "Hey pretty thing, want some coke? You look troubled!" I took me a while to think about it, I mean it wouldn't be the first time, im not addicted but i do take all sorts of drugs occasionally. its no biggy. "how much?" i ask looking for mu wallet in my bag. "dont worry about it love. its on the house!" he smiled, handed me a brown paper bag and walked away. i opened it up to see a whole heap of cocaine. I took some out in my hand, staightened it up and sniffed it. god it felt good. so i did a little more. Then a little more. And a little more.

i eventually stumbled my way to the concert staduim. And its obvious ive already missed the concert. why the fuck do i do this. Im always messing up everything in my pathetic excuse for a life. Im hammered. I took way to much coke. I feel like shit. Im getting dizzy. It looks like im in a parking lot, but everythings really blurry so im not sure. There's a big black door with a white blur on it. I rub my eyes and look back at the door and i can msae out the words 'back stage' in white letters. I barly make it to the door handle when im getting really dizzy. Just the i fall to the ground and everything goes black.

*two hours later* kate POV-

I wake up on a lounge. And god my head hurts. I grumble and turn around. "hey i think she's awake" a british accent whispers, and it sounds close. I open my eyes and see two blurry faces infront of ny eyes. "what the fuck?!" i mumble and sit up. "haha yep. I think she's awake!" an irish accent chuckles. I squint my eyes and a give them a bit of a rub, then open them. Holy shit. im stoned in the same room as liam payne and paul higgins. "i'll go get her some tea!" liam walked towards the kitchen. Paul sat down next to me and soothingly rubed my back. "so i never got your name at the resteraunt" he kind of half asked half told. "kate. My name is Kate." i looked at paul. "well kate. care to share how you got the substance of cocaine in your system?" he asked looking really worried. why do i fuck up everything?! I bet the other boys saw me and ran, seeing i was some hidious creature laying on the concrete. well i guess i should just tell him the truth. "cause i took it from a man that offered it to me. dont worry, it wouldnt be the first time.." i mumbled to the floor."my god kate, why would you do such a thing?!" he sounds very concerned. well i guess theres no way out of this now. may as well tell him the truth. "well i have depression. my parents dont care for me. i have no friends, no family. and i live alone. My life sucks and things like drugs help me forget.." i cry to paul, the tears running down my face. just then liam comes back in with a cup of tea but stoped in his tracks when he saw me crying. "paul what happned with her?" he asked curiously. I looked at paul scared and he gave me a 'i wont tell' look then said "its okay liam. shes just scared because she was, she was druged in a cafe" he looked so serious while saying that. liam came closer and kneeled infort of me "omg are you okay?!" he squeeked. "yeah im okay, just a bit cold is all" i shiver. Liam lent over and grabed a blancket leaning over the side of the other launge. He placed it on me and sat on my other side. "well kate is in no state to go home. so she'll stay with us while you boys tour if thats okay with you. And her of course?" paul glanced over at me. "omg yes. thanks paul.you've done so much for me!" i hug the life out of paul and liam looks confussed at my comment. "this is the beautiful waitress i told you all about. she very nice. it think you will all love her!" paul smiled "well you got beautiful right, i cant wait for the boys to meet you!" liam winked causing me to blush. "wait. the others havent seen me yet?" i question them both. "well no-" liam starts "i we were all going clubbing and i walked out the back door when i saw you, i called paul for help. When he saw you he told the boys to go with out me out tge front door. Then he came back and carried you back in. And you were sleeping for at least an hour-" liam was cut off by laughing causing liam, paul and I to snap our heads towards the door.

And then right there in the door frame was Zayn, Niall, Harry then Louis. "are we interupting something?" zayn smirks at us. "no actually this is-" liam looks at me, i look back worried "this is my cousin kate. she came around to comfort me, and she'll be staying while we tour!" liam ended with a fake cough. A pretty good one actually. "yay a new friend!" niall jumped up in the air, which made me giggle "oh im niall by the way!" he ran over and i stood up giving him a hug. And i can now confirm, niall gives the best hugs! "im zayn" zayn spoke cooly and huged me aswell "damn your hot!" i look back at harry who is biting his bottom lip looking me up and down. "harry that is my cousin your talking to!" liam raised his voice defencivly. Wow he was a good actor! "just stating facts liam!" harry winked walking past me to the lounge. I turned back around to see louis about an inch away from my face."and im louis" he whisperd. Holy shit someone pinch me. There was an awkward silence then paul fake coughed saying "well kate gets sixth bunk!" then walking out.

We all followed paul to the tour bus when i realised something "paul. i have nothing to wear" i told him. "well i for one dont mind that at all" harry whisperd to zayn obviously louder then intended making zayn laugh. Paul shot them both a look the replied with "dont worry love. we'll all go shopping tomorrow. Okay everyone bed!" he shouted before walking away. Everyone climed into their bunks except liam and I. "hey, thanks for earlyer liam, i owe you one!" i whispered so no one else could hear. "dont worrie about it... cuz" liam winked pulling me into a warm gental hug. God I feel like the luckiest girl ever right now!....