♥︎ I hate you I love you ♥︎ || Jacob Sartorius Fan Fiction

Chapter 8: The New Guy

Serena's POV 

I can't believe what had just happened. The guy who I trusted with all my secrets, who I let into my world, just completely fooled me this whole time. Tricked me into thinking I could count on him......tricked me into thinking that....I loved him. 

See how I said "loved". Past tense. 

I don't love Jacob Sartorius anymore. But I'd be lying if I didn't feel anything still. Why would he do this to me? All the pieces in the story don't seem to match. Something is wrong but I can't decipher on what it is. 

And where did this "Loren" girl even come from? Jacob never talked about her or their relationship at all. I guess he's just that good at keeping secrets. I hate people who lie about themselves and to think, my J would do such a thing. 

It's 8pm and I only realised that my first day of school starts tomorrow. 

Before all of this shit happened, I fantasised about Jacob and I walking together to school, meeting new friends and overall just having a good time. Now, I just don't know what the future holds anymore. Am I gonna get bullied by Loren? Is Jacob gonna stand by my side? Is this all fake? Does he even love me? All these questions surfacing my mind, I can't take it. 

I quickly shower, prepare my things, and pray. 

That's all I can do at this point. Ask God for guidance and safety and hope for a better day. 

I miss him.....but I have to move on. 

*Morning*

"ring ring ring" I reach out for my phone and stop the alarm

Oh God. First day in my new school. No friends and no Jacob. This will be so great. *insert sarcasm here*

I quickly get changed into dark high waisted denim jeans with a sleeveless white crop top and Stan Smiths. I put on my usual make up and shortly after, make my way down the stairs.

"Ready for school sweetie?" Grandma asks

"Yeah! Im good to go! See you later grandma I love you" I say while giving her a hug

I honestly wasn't physically and emotionally ready but whatever. I had to lie to her so that she wouldn't worry about me. I love my grandma to death though. 

I hug my grandpa and my little brother goodbye and after, I walk out the door. I ride  a bike going to school cause it's just literally 5 minutes away. 

When I finally reach school, I was astounded by how big it was unlike my old school in Maryland. My old school only had 2 buildings and this one is like a huge campus with more than 5. While walking into the campus I notice that everyone seems be dressed very chill and my style which calmed me down a bit. Maybe I wouldn't be such a loser here after all? 

I make my way inside the building to get my schedule. At the corner of my eye , I spot this extremely cute guy looking at me. I don't want to assume though. 

All of a sudden I see him coming closer and closer. 

EEEP WHAT DO I DO IM AWKWARD I CANT EVEN.