asexual >> joshler (on hold)

Five- The least you can do is take me on another date.

If there are in typos please don't kill me this wasn't edited.
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Did I have a good time on the movie date? Yes. Was I completely infatuated with Tyler Joseph? Even though I hate to admit it, yes. I was infatuated with the lanky brown haired boy that kept haunting my thoughts.

I couldn't help but wonder if he felt the same way about me. Sure I would love to have sex with him, but I would also love to have more of a normal relationship. You know hand holding, and cliche walks through the park. Or laying in bed late at night just sharing our deepest thoughts with each other knowing that we had nothing to worry about.

I know you're probably like ‘Woah what is this guy doing? He went from just having a quick fuck to thinking about a future with this guy’. Honestly a nice relationship with Tyler sounds better than being a complete and utter man whore my whole life.

Only if Tyler would just let me in. Even when I just lightly flirt he pretends like I didn't say anything. Sure I want to get in his pants but at this moment in time I'm more concerned about making him like me. Who can not like me. I'm the one and only Josh Dun, how could you not like me?! I'm fucking irresistible. Well to everyone except Tyler I guess.

I walk into my dorm ignoring Brendon yelling at me from the couch. I walk straight into my room sighing as I lay down on my bed.

“Josh, let me in please.” Brendon said from the other side of the door with a light knock.

“No, Brendon go away I'm tired.” I say hoping that he will go away.

“Josh, it's fucking 9 o'clock you aren't tired, let me in.” He says in a pleading tone.

I sigh getting up from my bed unlocking the door to let Brendon in.

“Josh, what happened? You look like you've been thrown off your game.” He said with a genuine look of concern.

“B, I think I might like Joseph.”

“I get it you like his dick even though you've never seen it, now tell me what's really going on in your head.”

“No you stupid forehead, I like like Tyler. He is just like amazing. I can't even explain it.”

“Josh I've known you since freshmen year in high school. You've never had a crush on anyone, this is uh….new.”

“I know! I have no idea what to do about it.”

“Just tell him dude.”

“Okay sure, that sounds like a good idea. Thanks B.” I say giving him a hug and then gesturing to the door to make him leave.

How am I supposed to tell Tyler I like him? He would probably think I'm just saying that to get him in bed. Of course I wanna have sex with him, but I'm willing to have a relationship because I have never felt this way about anyone. Tyler has done things to me that I thought I would never get to experience. I get butterflies when he laughs, and I can't help but smile when he smiles. But do I do these same things to Tyler? Do I make him feel like how he makes me feel? Probably not, I made such a bad first impression. Getting in his pants is still my long time goal, but when it does happen I wouldn't drop him because he would be my boyfriend and we would be in love.

I decide to take another shower before I go to bed. I let the hot water roll over my body as I think of ways I can tell Tyler that I like him. I don't wanna be too straightforward, but I also don't wanna seem like I'm afraid to tell him. But I'm being completely honest when I say I am petrified to tell him.

After a lot of over thinking I finally found the courage to tell Tyler. But because I'm kind of a little whimp I just settle for telling him over a text message.

Josh: Tyler I think I might actually like you, like a lot.

And with that I sent it off. Waiting for his reply. I waited 5 minutes. I waited 10 minutes. I even waited 20 minutes, still no reply.

“Please Tyler, please answer.” I said aloud to myself hoping that somehow that would make him answer.

Not to my surprise he didn't answer. I sighed aloud, frustrated with him. Maybe he's in shock, but the good kind of shock. The shock he would be in because he also likes me. I'm going to prove him wrong, and show him that I care about more than sex. Show him that I care about him as a person, not just his dick.

I check my phone one more time before deciding to just go to bed. Hoping that by the time I awake he will have texted me back. I stare at the ceiling waiting to be taken by sleep.

I wake up the next morning, or should I say afternoon because when I wake up it's noon. I look at my phone checking for a message that still isn't there.

I force myself to get up and get ready for the day. Even though I have absolutely no plans. I will probably end up playing video games with Brendon and Ryan, who he swears isn't his boyfriend. But it's pretty obvious they're in love.

I leave my room after getting dressed and brushing my teeth. To find Brendon on the couch will a controller in hand playing Mario Kart.

"Can I join?" I say as I sit down on the couch next to Brendon.

"Yeah go for it dude, Ryan will join us when he gets here." Brendon says concentrating on the game.

"I'm not surprised Ryan is coming, you guys are in love."

"Well---FUCK!" He yells as he get hit with a blue shell, getting knocked down to last place.

There's a knock on the door signaling Ryan is here, so I get up to answer it. Leaving Brendon to finish his race.

"Hey, Ryan come in."

"Oh, uh, hey Josh are you gonna play Mario Kart with us? I assumed you'd be hanging out with Tyler." Ryan said looking at the floor

"Wait, what made you think that?"

"Brendon told me you liked him." He responded, walking past me to sit next to Brendon on the couch. Giving him a quick kiss. They were cute together.

We ended up playing Mario Kart most of the day only stopping every once in a while to stuff our faces with junk food. It was currently almost midnight and I decided I was done. Leaving Brendon and Ryan to play alone.

I go to my room and get ready to go to bed because I have class tomorrow. As soon as I was comfortable and almost asleep my phone vibrated. I look and see that it's a message from Tyler.

Tyler: Before you get in over your head, the least you can do is take me on another date.

Josh: Deal Joseph, I'll pick the place and decide when it is. For now I would like it if you would fall for me too.

Tyler: Maybe it's already happening.

I went to bed with a smile on my face. Knowing that Tyler, and his dick were gonna be mine.

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It's okay you can tell me I suck, this should have been done Wednesday buttttt ¯\_ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° _/¯. Anyway I'm sorry I'm blaming school.

Read/comment/vote, all that jazz and I'll see you guys in chapter seven (hopefully put out on time)

-Tanis