Kinabukasan...
Why do I have this weird feeling in me? Pagkagising ko pa lang, I have this heavy heart na. Tss. Ayoko pa naman ng ganito. It's as if may may mangyayaring masama o mapapahamak ako o ewan. These past few days, I'm so busy about our groupings and how Erin is invading our peaceful world na nawawalan na ako ng oras magdrawing, which is my passion. Para akong naghihina every time na hindi ako nakakagawa at nakakakuha ako ng lakas kapag nakakatapos ako ng kahit one shot manlang. Pero in this state, mukhang matatagalan pa. Marami pa kaming kailangan tapusin. Kaya sa mga nagsasabing madali lang ang buhay college? We need to talk. How dare you say that.
Sa School...
"Huwag ka namang masyadong pahalatang ayaw mo nang pumasok, Part. Hahahaha." He even have the guts. This guy, really. Tinawanan pa ako.
"Shut up." I'm not in the mood to talk. To anyone, including him. This is the first.
"Hey, Alexis. Reid. May naisip na akong concept, meeting tayo after class. I heard, tayo na lang ang wala pang concept, lahat sila nagpapractice na."
WAIT, WHAT. ALEXIS REID DAW? Damn this brain for not functioning well. Tss. Bitch.
"Sige, Pao. Thank you in advance." I said in response. Damn, brain.
Kanina halos gusto ko nang matapos ang klase para lang makapagsimula na kami. Ngayong nandito na kami, parang gusto ko na lang magklase habang buhay. Magkakasakit yata ako. So this is why I woke up with a heavy heart. This is the reason. I just lost my ability to even. And what's more irritating? Erin's okay with it. Damn her. Part's kind of unreadable. Hindi ko pa mabasa kung okay sa kanya o hindi. On my end? Personally, ayoko. Ayoko talaga. But we gave our word na wala ng baguhan.
"So guys, ano okay ba sa inyo yung concept? Tell me so I can revise a bit. Pero sana wala na. Since we are focusing on the emotion, feeling ko naman mailalabas niyong tatlo yun effortlessly." Pao said. We are having our meeting about the concept.
"Sakin, okay siya. Good job, Pao." The bitch has spoken. Nang-aasar ba siya? Ano bang gusto niya? Ngayon napaisip ako, ano ba talagang dahilan niya bakit siya bumalik pa. Para humingi ng tawad kay Part o para manggulo lang? Cos I'm starting to think that it's the latter. That she's up to no good. Humans are judgemental in nature, so I am judging her. At wala akong pake. Not as if walang nanjjudge sa akin dyan. Let's call it quits.
"Sa'yo, Alexis? Reid?"
Ayan na naman yang Alexis Reid na 'yan, eh. Can he just call me by my surname din or Part's firstname na lang. Ang awkward. O ako lang ang nahihibang. Maybe ako nga lang ang hibang. Tss.
"We gave our word, Pao. No matter what the concept is, we just have to say yes." Malamyang sagot ni Part. Now I know, na hindi din okay sa kanya. But for the sake of our midterm, gagawin niya. I knew him too well when it comes to professionalism. I just realized, I have to do the same.
"Me, to---." I'm about to give my statement pero I was cut off with Part's word.
"I don't know kung saan mo nakuha 'yang concept na yan, Pao, o sadyang magaling ka lang talaga. I personally admire your talent. So might as well, let's all be open with one another. Erin's my real-life ex-girlfriend. Ituloy na lang natin 'to bukas. Medyo sumama pakiramdam ko. Finish the script if needed ang script. We'll start tomorrow. Tara na Part." Dire-diretchong niyang sabi. Hinigit niya ako palabas, kaya nagpatangay na lang ako. I didn't have the chance to see kung ano ang naging reaksyon ni Pao o ni Erin.
"Kain tayo." Tanging nasambit ni Part. Alam ko, badtrip ito.
Anong concept? Part and Erin are in a relationship pero they broke up cos nanlalaki si girl and went overseas. Si boy makakahanap ng bagong love interest, which is played by yours truly at kapag sobrang saya na nila, biglang babalik si ex-girl. Some conspiracy has happened. Can the world just collapse today. Napaisip ako, bakit ba ako nagpasalamat in advance kay Pao. TSS.
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Author's note:
Hi, guys. How was it? SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATES. And tahnk you so much for your patience. :)
xoxo,
Mikay
