To be or Not to be?

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Im going to skip to afterschool .

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I ran straight home afterschool... nobody could be trusted not even Melissa I can't believe she did this to me. I trusted her, she was my bestfriend, the only one I had mad love for and she betrayed me. Today has been the worst first day ever. I really can't believe this....

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As soon as i got home i bursted into tears. I opened my door to an empty house as always since my mom is always out, or working. I had no one to talk about my problems to, no one to comfort me, I was alone. I went to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. "Am I really that ugly?, Am I really a loser?, Am I Really a Hoe?, Am I really a mean person?, all of these comments were made by my "ex" bestfriend Melissa. I just really couldn't believe what she did in front of everyone she embarrased me.... made me look like a fool." I said to myself all of these things looking down at what of the little confidence i had left. I couldn't deal with this, all the pressure, anxiety, hopelessness i had left for myself everything was gone... I opened my cabinet behind my mirror and grabbed my moms pills. I tried to get the bottle open but I couldn't....
*Ding Dong, Ding Dong*

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I walk over to the door silently with tears rolling down my face, with the pills still in my hand. I see Daniel... The DANIEL VEDA.
"What do you want?" I sniffled and said gently.
"Oh My God Jordan, Look open the door i'm so, so, so, sorry Devin did that to you... I thought he was going to tell you that I didn't want to ruin your life this year and maybe we could get acquainted..." Daniel said and he started to sound like he was going to cry...
I opened the door and he seen the pills in my hand and the tears rolling down my eyes.
"Jordan what the hell were you trying to do?! Kill yourself?!" he exclaimed. " Well-..." Daniel snatches the pills out my hand and grabs my face checking my eyes to see if I was alright. "How many did you take?! We are getting you to the hospital now!" he said trying to drag me out of my house but, I wouldn't nudge.
"Why are you so concerning now? I didn't see you trying to stop Devin and Melissa from doing what they did an-..." "Look Jordan I didn't know what the hell he was planning! and I don't want to see you hurt!"
"Why not Daniel? You've been
hurting me for the past two years and now you just-..."
My thoughts...
Damn this boy won't let me finish none of my damn sentences... Acting like me and shit.

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Daniel pulled me into his grip, grabbed my face, looked me in the eyes, and kissed me...
I felt a spark...
A connection....
Like this was meant to be...
But it can't be?...
How?....
My thoughts were utterly disrupted by this kiss...
I actually kissed back.
It felt as if my whole world turned upside down.
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