The Bad Boy's Girl...

Back from the dead?

"Your not going to lose me Daniel..." I said grabbing his hand.

"What do you mean Jordan?... I want you to stay here with me. I love you"

"I love you too but, i just can't stay here..."

"Yes you can.. we- we can figure something out i want you here with me..." Daniel said stuttering and he sniffled a bit.

I hugged him so tightly and Kevin, Raya, and Tammy also came in for a group hug...

The hugging broke off into a deep silence amongst us until Tammy broke it.

"Jordan don't go... you can stay with me... we can do everything together. Well at least stay until after your birthday..."

"Fine.. I guess I'll stay for you guys.. but, what am I going to tell Mr.Bourne what happened to my mother..."

"Maybe you can stay with him and just not tell him..." Raya added.

"Not tell him?! I can't live a lie i don't like to lie it's wrong..."

"Jordan just don't tell him anything." Kevin nugged into the conversation.

"How can I not tell him!? I can't just sit in silence knowing what happened to my mom."

"Factzz... She has to tell him..." Tammy included

"No you just don't have to tell him nothing just-" Raya insisted

"What about Jai and Eli?! I freaking go to school with them... it's not right... I think I should just leave..."
We all looked around at each other, everyone was silent tears started to roll down Daniel and Kevs eyes. Leaving was my only option I can't do nothing about it. Unless I just-
"DROP OUT" i exclaimed.
"Drop out?" Daniel, Kevin, and Tammy said at the same time.
"Yeah, I cant just not go to school..."
"Jordan this is the most dumbest thing i've ever heard you say.!" Tammy added into my statement.
"Look maybe she's right?." Raya included...
"Shut the fuck up Raya you don't know wtf be going to half the time." Tammy argued with Raya.
"You shut the hell up and just listen.... Look if she drop out she doesn't have to go to school to face Jai or Eli anymore we can just tell them she moved..." Raya said.
"Then wtf we gone tell them ABOUT HER MOM!"
" Tell them her mom went out the country or some shit... idk and that she's not coming back..."
"Nahh my mom wouldn't do that..."
"I need some type of a plan... or something. Imma go home i'll come back later..." I started to walk towards the door.
"Jordan.." Daniel grabbed my arm pulling me in for a kiss.
"I'm coming with you..."
We both left Kevin's house and walked to my house we walked inside and my mom was standing right in front of us...
"MOM!!!!????" My mind was confused... I thought my dad killed her... this must be a dream... I heard the gunshot!.... What the hell?... I let her die!... All those hurtful things I said... How can this be?.... I looked at Daniel and his face was just as blank as mine.
"Jordan.... I'm not dead...."
I said nothing... Well duh she's not dead she's standing right in front of me.
"You do have a brother and a father and yes they're still alive... but, no they didn't kill me... Your dad untied me from the chair and your brother shot ur dad then himself...."
A tear started to roll down my face... The decision I made for my mom to die... I was discombobulated and didn't understand how could this be?