Without The Love ||Jiley||

Chapter 7

I flutter my eyes open and wake up by the sound of birds chirping and the sun shining into the room. My head aches from the alcohol last night and my mouth is dryer than the desert. I realize Justin's arms aren't around me anymore. The sheets are half off me and I pull them up to me again. And then the memories fload into my mind again. I sit up and see Justin's already gone. The doors from the balcony are wide open and the morning, or whatever time it is, breeze blows the curtains inside. I stand up and walk downstairs slowly, hoping we're still alone in his house. The smell of french toasts streams into my nostrils, this is the perfect saterday morning. Luckily, my parents are at work till at least 8 pm so I can stay as long as I want. The stairs creak underneath my feet and I see Justin sitting on the couch. "Morning." I say and smile. He turns his head and stands up. "Morning." He says and walks to the toaster. "French toast?" He asks me and takes two plates out. "Yeah thanks, you shouldn't have done that. I am already spoiled by you." I chuckle and he joins me. "You deserve it." He smiles and hands me the plate. I put some honey on my toast and follow him to the couch. "Where's your dad?" I ask him and he swallows his food. "Still sleeping, but he won't be coming down till 3 or something so don't worry." He smiles and stares at the tv again. His messy bed hair is so attractive, it makes me want to run my fingers through it again. I realize I don't have any normal clothes with me, and I am certainly not wearing that dress again. "Do you have some clothes for me?" I ask him and take a sip of my tea he already made for me. "Uhm, I think you could fit in my mom's clothes, she's got skinny jeans and plain tops too." He says and I nod. After I finish my plate I put it on the sideboard and walk upstairs. "Is it okay if I sniff through your moms clothes a bit and take a shower?" I ask and he nods. I open the door to his parents' bedroom. I come back with tight jeans and a plain black top. I walk into the bathroom and throw my clothes over the shower door. I pull his shirt over my head and throw it on the floor. The door swings open and I turn my head around. Justin stands there in shorts. "Sorry, I'm not looking." Justin says and closes his eyes. "Can you hand me my comb." He says, still with his eyes closed. It's so cute when he's trying to be polite. And I just stand there in my bra and panties. Not to forget, Katy's pink bra with extreme push up and black lace from side to side. "Hello? Miles?" He laughs and lets his arms fall down his body. I step towards him and wrap one arm around his waist, the other against his jawline, directing his lips towards mine. He reacts and slides his hands from the middle of my back more down to my butt. One of his hands squeezes my left buttcheek while the other twirls around the string of my thong on top. I press my lips more against his and he gives me entrance. The cold wind from the open window sends chills down my spine and gives me shivers. His tongue slips in and dances around mine. I have been fantasising about this long enough, and now it finally happens. I feel my pulse is rising up and my heart is starting to beat faster. I press my body against him, making sure that he's feeling excited. The kiss starts to grow hotter and hungrier every second till I'm pressed up against the wall, his hands roaming over my body. "The things you make me want to do to you.." He whispers in my ear and nibbles on my earlobe. He starts kissing my sweet spot. One of his hands rests on my breast and softly massages it while his other hand tries to squeeze through the wall and my back in trying to find the clasp of my bra. He finds it with some trouble and unclasps it. It falls on the floor and he pushes himself more against me - if that is possible. His lips go back to mine and the kiss gets intense again. I have never ever kissed with someone like this before, but I know exactly what to do somehow. "I still need to take my shower." I breathe heavily and make eye contact. His big brown eyes stare with lust into mine and he smirks. "Mind if I join you?" He says and kisses me again. I shake my head and walk into the shower. He follows me and I turn my back to him to turn the shower on. He hugs me from behind, his hands on my breasts again. Katy is never gonna believe what happened today. He nuzzles in my neck and kisses it again. I turn around and kneel down. I pull his pants down and the only thing that's left are his boxers. I already see he has got a boner and pull his boxers down. I have done this before though. I stand up again, teasing him a little because he sighs. "First I'm gonna wash my hair and body." I say and wink at him. "Hold your hands up." I say and pour shampoo in it. He rubs it through his hands and I turn around, massaging my scalp with the shampoo. After he washed my hair and everything I kneel down and take his length in my hands, Liam's dick is smaller than Justin's. Which is actually pretty funny because Liam's a lot taller than Justin. I grin and take it into my mouth, he lets a moan escape from his mouth and I can't help but feel good because of the power I have over him. I stick my tongue out and lick the top, making him moan again. I put it back into my mouth and begin a slow rhytem. "Fuck, keep going." He says and moves with me into the rhytem. My hands move with my mouth and I feel he's almost at his top. I go faster and he starts to moan more often, I love how he responds to everything I do to him. He grabs it and comes over my breasts. The water flushes the liquid away from my body. "How was that?" I ask him and he comes back to is normal breathing. "That," He breathes and pulls me closer. "was the best blow job I ever had." He finishes his sentence and kisses me again. His hands move down to my private spot and two fingers slip inside, making me gasp. Uncontrollably, a soft moan escapes from my lips once he plumps his fingers in and out. "Justin?" A low man's voice yells from downstairs. "I'm in the shower." He yells back, untangeling from me. "Come down stairs for a second please." He says on a calmer tone and Justin sighs. "I'm sorry babe, I owe you something." He says and kisses me again before stepping out of the shower. "You can still shower, that's unhearable downstairs." He says while drying his skin and putting his bathrobe on. And once again, I'm alone. I feel wonderful, I never had these kind of feelings for someone. I had feelings for Liam, yes. But they weren't as strong as the feelings for Justin. Everytime I'm around him, it feels like I completed something. It's the way he talks to me, kisses me and looks at me. It sets a fire in my heart that's unstoppable. But we need to keep it a secret for a while though. I finish my shower and dry myself. I step into his mothers clothes which are indeed fitting me perfectly like he said and look into the mirror. I put my hair in a bun and walk to his room. I make the bed up and close the balcony doors. My ringtone goes off somewhere, I guess it comes from my purse. It's probably Katy who finally woke up. I pick up the phone and hear her voice coming through the speakers. "Hey Miles I'm sorry I left without you and you must be so mad at me." She says and I smile. "I'm not exactly mad but why did you leave?" I ask her and sit down on the bed. "I went home with Jessie, I'm so sorry but I was drunk and he kinda forced me to go home with him. Where are you and how did you get home actually?" She asks and I hear footsteps on the stairs. "I uh my mom picked me up." I mentally slap myself for this answer, she will never believe my mom picked me up. "Your mom picked you up. Are you serious." She says and a giggle follows after her sentence. "Uh yes I am." I say and press my lips into a firm line. I am so unbelievably stupid. "Yeah.. tell me the truth now." She laughs. Out of nothing two hands grab my shoulders and I gasp. Justin sits behind me and kisses my cheek. He wears shorts and a plain tight white shirt. "Who are you calling with." He says bit too loud and I put my finger in front of my mouth. I mimick "Katy" and he nods. "Who was that?" She asks and I can already imagine that grin on her face. "That was my dad?" I say and Justin looks confused. "What the hell." He says and smiles, frowning is eyebrows. "Is that Justin?" She asks and I take a deep breath. "No it's not -" "Hey Kath." He says and I roll my eyes. Great. "Put her on speaker." He whispers into my ear and massages my back. "Hi Justin. What is he doing at your house?" She asks and I sigh. "She's at my house." He says and chuckles. He just wants to embarrass me, I don't mind though. "Oh really, can I come over too? Wait what." She says and I laugh. "Why are you at his house." She says but I get distracted by Justin, kissing my jawline. "Stop it I'm trying to call." I laugh sofly and he holds his hands up. "Okay seriously I'm coming over, I'll be there in 15 minutes." She says and we say goodbye. I turn to Justin. "Where's your dad?" I ask him and he clears his throat. "He's off to work, he won't disturb us anymore." He says and crawls on top of me, as much as I want this, I'm not gonna do stuff in his mothers clothes and Katy is coming over. I put my hands on his muscled chest and hold him off of me. "Not now, Katy can be here anytime." I smile and he pouts his lip. He's almost too cute to decline but I just can't right now. "But I'll be done within 15 minutes, you don't know how good I can make you feel." He says and pecks my lips multiple times. He's turning me on so much I just want to kiss him back and feel his body but I know how awkward it'll be once Katy's here. I know Justin, and I know he's gonna show his pride. "I bet you do but not now, please. I promise that if I can sleep over at Katy's tonight I'll be all yours." I say and trail my fingers over his lips. He looks at me with big eyes and sighs. "All right, fine. But does that mean I can't touch you at all or..?" He says and still hovers over me. "You can, of course." I say and smirk. "Good." He says and leans in again, brushing his lips over mine and I can feel him smirking against my lips. He presses his lips firmly but yet gentle against mine and licks my lips. I give him entrance and his tongue slips in. The taste of mint spreads into my mouth and I am completely melting again. It's like I just can't get used to it, everytime he kisses or touches me my body responds completely overwhelmed and I feel myself melting. He's a very good kisser, I wonder how many girls he had before. Probably a lot, and he can thank that to his looks. "Fuck, Miley. I should stop, I'm getting turned on by you." He whispers in my ear and his lips wander to my neck. He gently nibbles the flesh and pecks it softly. "Don't." I whisper back, enjoying what he does to me. He makes me feel so incredibly good. "Are we crawling back from our promise?" He says and continues kissing me. "No but kissing doesn't matter, right?" I say and chuckle. "Yeah, right. You just yearn for my touch and the way I make you feel." He says and finds my sweetspot again. I love it when he kisses my neck, it sends chills down my spine and make the butterflies in my belly go crazy. A soft moan escapes from between my lips and he chuckles. "Can't deny that huh?" He says. I indeed can't deny that. "But seriously, I'm turned on now, get away from me." He chuckles and I shuffle away underneath him. He rests with his head on his hand and lays on his side, looking at me. "What?" I ask him and he wiggles his eyebrows. "I know you want it, I know you want it." He sings and smiles. I slap him playfully and stand up, redoing my bun. "What was that for?" He smiles at me and sits on the edge of the bed. "For teasing me." I laugh and open the door to the hallway. The doorbell rings and I walk downstairs. I open the door and Katy hugs me. "I can't even believe what happened to be honest. Tell me everything." She says and walks inside, taking her shoes off and hanging her purse over a chair. "Not now." I laugh and see Justin coming downstairs smirking at me and Katy. "What's with him?" She asks me and he walks over to me, putting his arms around me while standing behind me. I smile and roll my eyes to Katy. She starts smiling like an idiot and claps in her hands. "I knew it, Miley. I knew you liked him but you just kept denying it and saying you're staying with Liam." She says and I smile again. "Don't rub it in my face." I laugh and she joins me. "But eh, this isn't the only thing that happened last night." Justin says and clears his throat. My smile disappears from my face and turn my head to Justin. "My parents had a fight again, and my mom left to sleep over at my aunt and my dad doesn't want to be around her anymore. He said he's going to the town hall after work and get the divorce papers." A shock goes through me and I turn around. "You haven't told me that they were getting divorced?" I say and put my hands on his warm chest. I can feel his heart beating against his chest. "Oh my god, Justin. I'm so sorry for you." Katy says and walks towards us. I take my distance and she hugs him. "I didn't tell you yet because I didn't want you to be worried about me. I'm fine though, my parents weren't that much home anyways and when they were they were just fighting." He says and shrugs his shoulders. "You should've told me." I say and he nods. "Sorry." He says and half smiles. A second or few there was a silence, before Katy spoke up and took her purse from the chair. "I brought your clothes you left at my place with me." She says and hands me a plastic bag with clothes in it. "Thanks." I say and look at my phone. It's already 4 pm, and I don't know why the time is flying this fast. "I should go home I guess." I say and look at Justin. "Wait, can I uh, speak to you for a second." Justin says and walks up stairs. Katy looks confused and I shrug my shoulders. Wondering why he needs to speak to me, I walk upstairs and enter his room. "Close the door." He says with a serious face and my heartbeat raises. What is going on? I stand there, completely confused and he looks up, walking towards me and cups my face. He pushes me against the wall and starts kissing me intense, I feel myself glowing inside, it's amazing what he does to me. He kisses my neck, knowing I love that and then whispers in my ear. "I'm really starting to have feelings for you." He goes back to kissing me and places wet kisses all over my face. I can't believe this happened, I feel like falling on the floor and never getting up again. "I don't want to lose you." He says and smiles at me. "Can you do something for me?" I ask him and he nods. "Can you stop hanging out with Chanel?" I ask and bite my lower lip. "Anything for you." He says and pecks my lips slowly. "I'll call you." He says and someone knocks on the door. I gasp and open it. "What were you doing here? You let me wait for 5 minutes." Katy scoffs and I push myself through Justin and Katy. "I need to go, come." I say to Justin and he nods. He grabs his car keys downstairs and follows me to his car. Katy steps in too and we drive to my house. Somehow I made it home and fall on my bed, rethinking about everything that happened yesterday and today.