Ereri one shots.

Im so sorry, Eren.

My fault. It was all my fault. I shouldn't have let him come. He wasn't supposed to be here, but I gave in. My gut told me not to let Eren join us this go around. He hadn't been feeling well and his mind seemed to have this thick haze. He was sick, I knew he shouldn't have come. I had my part handled. I was fine fighting several at once. But my eyes were focused on Eren, I didn't want him hurt. I watched him stand on the roof and we even met eyes. He didn't see it coming. The Titan was so quick with swatting him away like a pesky fly. One moment he was standing there, the next he wasn't. I raced over and finished off the Titan before dropping down to the alleyway he'd dropped into. I could hear several others land behind me. They meant shit to me, I didn't care about anyone. Except for Eren. He stuck around despite my attitude. He didn't seem to get sick of it. Just the other night I admitted it, I had come out to him. Now he laid so still on the ground. Blood seeping from his nose and even his mouth and puddled at several places on his body. Somewhere in my heart I knew he wasn't going to make it home, but denial was my first step. I rushed over and stumbled over my own feet. Knees slamming onto the ground with a force that would hurt later, but my pain was nothing compared to the fear that knotted my gut. I reached out and rolled him onto his back. "No! Eren! C-come on. You stupid brat get up!" My voice quivered as the tears spilled. I felt a hand on my shoulder and I lashed out, swatting it away. I didn't want to be touched. I reached out and tried. I tried so hard to get him up. Eren wasn't completely gone. He groaned and his eyes opened, but he looked like he was straining himself to do so. "Don't...move me." His words choked by the blood that gathered in his mouth. "No! You're okay. Come o-on! We-we'll get you b-back! You're fine you...stupid...brat!" I tried to keep myself together. I felt his hand touch my cheek and for once I could've cared less that blood was smeared across my face now. The eerie silence made me sob. It's all I could do. I could feel the warmth leaving him. "Levi, we can't stay. We're going to be the next ones if we don't get moving." I could hear Armin speak. He even sounded like he was crying. "No...I can't leave him! I refuse! I refuse to just let him stay here!" I yelled. A cold breeze hit my body and I breathed heavily as I felt him slightly grab the side of my face. "Go, Levi...look at me, I-" he coughed a bit and cleared his throat. "I...love you, Levi." The words that I thought would one day make me feel so happy, we're like a knife stuck straight in my heart. I leaned down and clashed our lips together. His lips were growing cold. When I pulled away his hand dropped to his side and eyes slipped closed. "N-no! Eren!" I claimed, feeling the ground shake beneath us. "Levi!" I wasn't paying attention to who called my name. I leaned down and pulled Eren into my arms. I pressed my forehead to his. "I'm so sorry, Eren...I should've done something." I whispered. The tears still rolling down my cheeks. I'd failed him. I didn't protect him like I should've, like I told myself I would so many times before I told him I liked him. "You didn't die in vein, Eren...I love you too and I won't give up until every last one of those damn bastards are dead. Your death won't be in vein. I'm so sorry..." I whispered to him like he could hear me but I knew he was far gone. In a better place then this unholy place we called a world.