Hidden Love | TOM HOLLAND [1] ✓

[71 - Real Life]

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thats gonna be you. it was me while writing this.

TOM sat on top of the park bench waiting for his girlfriend with his feet placed where people usually sat. He was nervous and terrified about the encounter that was about to happen. He had no idea how she was going to react to his. It could either be very good or very bad and right now he was thinking more of the latter. He was shaking inside and outside. He should have put an end to it when the idea was proposed to him. He should have told his manager no instead of agreeing to it, but here he was about to tell Bea the news.

His breath caught when he saw her heading up to him on the path. It was fairly deserted for the summer. Tom found it odd but was relieved since people wouldn't see this go down. He didn't even want to see it go down. Bea smiled at him brightly when she finally got up to him. The only thing he could manage back was half a smile.

"Hey."

His words were caught in his throat as she took a seat next to him her sneaker clothed shoes resting next to his. He couldn't manage any words as he rubbed his hands together to try to get his thoughts together. How was he supposed to tell her? "I, um, have something to tell you," he told her making her furrow her eyebrows. She thought that they were okay and with the way he was acting it told her differently.

She laughed at him. "It can't be that bad," she joked only falling seriously when she saw his facial expression. "Can it? Tom you're scaring me," she told him suddenly scared. He never was this serious before. Their relationship was all fluff. There were only a few serious things they have ever done.

They had said 'I love you' which was pretty serious for both the seventeen-year-old and twenty years old. They had sex, which she only does when she feels like there is a future with someone. And when he asked her to move in with him. All pretty big things for the young girl.

"I had a meeting with my manger today," he finally managed to get out. He wasn't able to stare into her brown eyes, his favorite feature of her. He could stare into them for hours, but in this moment he wasn't able to even look into them making her wonder what actually was going on.

Dread filled the young girl as she watched Tom's body grow tense. What could his manager said to make him act like this. "Did you lose your job as Spiderman?" she asked only for him to shake his head no. She tucked her now medium length hair behind her ear before shifting better to look at him. "Then what is it Tom, because your honestly starting to scare me," she honestly informed him biting her bottom lip.

Tom got up and walked a few steps forward rubbing his hands through his hair before turning back to the love of his life with tears in his eyes. "It's about us," he whispered making her get up to stand in front of him. She crossed her arms and closed herself off to him. "I um." He couldn't get the words out.

"What Tom? What is so bad that you barely can even look me in the eye?" she harshly asked him making him flinch. This was all his fault.

"I have to fake date Amaria."

Bea was shocked at the words that came out of his mouth. Out of everything she expected to come out of his mouth - that wasn't it. She fumbled backwards hitting the back of her knees on the bench. It felt like her heart was ripped out of her as she finally managed to lift her eyes back up to Tom brown eyes.

"What?"

The heartbreak was evident in her voice making Tom feel worse than he already did. "Um, I have to fake date Amaria. My manager is making me. She said that you and I can still date but -" he was cut off by a furious Bea.

"No." Her jaw was clenched as his heart broke. This was the bad ending he didn't want. "It is either me or her Tom. I'm not going to hide you anymore. I finally told my brother about us. You just asked me to move in with you for fucks sakes!" she shouted earning some looks from the few people in the park. A woman grabbed her child and ran to their car not liking Bea choice of words.

Tom ran his hand over his hair again. "Bea, it's not that simple. If I dont do this they will make my career go to shit," he informed her trying to lessen the blow. They still could be together, but she was making it difficult. He tried to move towards her but she stepped over the bench to get away from him. "it's not like I want this either, but I have no choice. The article is being released tomorrow." At this point tears were finally streaming down Bea's face.

She trusted him. She loved him. She had sex with him. She thought that she would never meet someone else after Trent. And then when they gather the Civil War cast together and tagged along with her brother she met him. He made her fall for him after she swore off guys - and that was her biggest mistake.

She hastily wiped away her tears. "you always have a choice and I'm asking you to choose now," she hoarsely whispered. She was barely keeping it together at this point. Tom although was starting to grow angry with her.

"You are asking me to choose between you and my career."

"There shouldn't have to be a choice. It should be clear to you. And I'm not asking you to choose between me and your career. I am asking you to choose between me and her. What do you choose?"