"Normal"

Chapter 22

Aggie's Pov:

"Honey where is Lillie" Oh Mom if you only knew

"She couldn't come over today" I lied straight through my teeth and walked up stairs to my bedroom.

I sighed and closed my door. Why am I freak? Why can I not be normal? I want to wake up in the morning and only have to worry about how many pimples I have to cover up and what I am going to wear. But I have to worry about how I am going to style my freak hair so it doesn't show

I pulled out my phone, unlocked the screen, opened the contact app, and deleted Nick's contact. I was really looking forward to the date, it is nice to feel like someone actually likes you. But it is not a nice feeling finding out that they never liked you and you are very easily replaced by your so called best friend.

I really do not know why Lillie is being so hostile toward me. I would really like to know why though, she was all I had.

I remember having the conversation with her about how she was all I had and now she is gone. What I really don't believe is how fast she replaced me. Especially with someone like Nicole. I also remember having the very long conversation with her about how much she hated popular girls, including Nicole.

I am debating if I should delete her contact, I really cannot see myself deleting it. What I can see is me going through all of our conversations and crying.

That's what I feel like doing right now crying, I want to cut off all of my hair. My hair is the main reason all this happened anyway, also me being a freak of nature contributes to that too.

"Honey dinners ready!" My Mom screamed from downstairs, I sighed and got up off my bed. When I started walking down the stairs I passed our mirror in the hallway and saw that my freak hair changed colors to a light blue grey color. I groaned quietly and walked back into my room and put up my hair again.

I walked slowly back down the stairs, trying my best to make my presence unknown. Which is quite hard being a only child.

My foot hit the last step and it made a loud creaking noise, I winced and hoped that my parents didn't hear it.

"There you are Pumpkin I was wondering what was taking you so long" I sighed I guess hoping isn't enough

"Sorry Dad I was just finishing up some problem for math" I said and felt a fake smile make it's way to my face, it is really sad when fake smiles become such a natural thing that you do it without even knowing.

I slid into my chair and looked down at my food seeing what my mom made. She made all my favorite foods mashed potatoes, her homemade Mac n Cheese, and her homemade lasagna. To bad I lost my appetite when I saw the picture of Nick kissing, or should say making out with Lille.

"You ok Sweetie, I made all of you foods and you didn't touch any of it" My Mom said, I looked up at her and just shrugged

"I am fine Mom just a little tired, I think I will just go to bed" I sighed I am no where near fine. I slid back out of my chair, gave them each a kiss on the cheek and made my way back up the stairs.

I am not looking forward to school tomorrow, or even moving